花の日常

i got a job! =D

2010-06-14T00:54:00.002+08:00

i was desperate to get it since the location was damned convenient and the people seemed nice. hopefully they are as nice as they seem too lol.

the pay wasn't that great and it's a permanent job unrelated to what i'm studying. pretty excited to start working but at the same time i will be missing days when i wake up not knowing what to do. gosh i'm sure i will miss these days a lot. i'm also at a loss, planning to stay on if everything is going well yet wondering the possibilities of not progressing. if i choose not to stay after 1-2 years, changing to another field will be tough, having to compete with the younger ones without the expected experience. and if i want to stay on, what are the possibilities of progressing. i still want to teach though, sometime along my career path.

knowing experience is extremely important, i am grateful to the both for giving me a chance.

this is shit, i see no light in my future and i have came to realise the fact that i am old. =/ i do not have all the time in the world to do and experience what i want.

2010-04-07T00:59:00.004+08:00

tokyo dome really holds 50,000 people. =0

just realised kat-tun got a guinness record for holding 8 consecutive sold out concerts in tokyo dome(excluding some other venues), which means
50000 x 8 = 400 000 (<-- freaking big number)
i'm sorry but huh?!

next, i cannot remember what i did yesterday.
i am very certain i went to school, had lunch and studied. somehow it seems like it happened weeks ago. hmm.

i'm bored and tired.

and i just realised i like kira kira stuffs. =.=

this blog is turning into a fandom blog, soon. sorry. XD

people.

2010-03-18T16:19:00.007+08:00

^click for bigger image.
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i swear i am not one of those. but seriously,
how do they know?! HAHAHA

as you know, i super cannot stand people who ~~complain about being singaporean~~ whine about how their lives rock or suck.
like desperately wanting to leave singapore because it sucks.
of course other countries are better, especially when you don't live there all your life.

wanting to work/explore/experience/learn stuffs in another country is another thing altogether btw.

the grass is always greener on the other side.
no wonder people who left singapore become so patriotic, because they are not that great after all.

~~reason for this entry is my friend(s)'s fb shout-out. time to remove friends lol.~~

the backstreet boys.

2010-03-01T00:50:00.008+08:00

this is us tour.

omgosh the backstreet boys' concert was totally worth my money.
nick was hot(not looking like a potato anymore),
the singing was awesome,
they danced more compared to the previous concert,
the costumes were better and
i was nearer to them duh! it was so... near. gosh!!

on top of everything, brian waved at me for like 5 seconds!!
i cannot stop raving about this because it is the closest i have gotten to an idol till now. the minute he walked over i waved like mad. i kept looking at his hand while waving and i was so short omg(can't see most of the time). then when i saw his hand waving at my direction, i looked at his face and there he was smiling at me!! *waves like a mad woman again*
if only nick saw me, my life would be complete.
we were guessing the reason he spotted us was the glow-in-the-dark bangle xuannie gave bff and me before the concert. thanks!! also, bff and i always look like thumbs sticking out somewhere whenever we are together. no idea why.

i started liking them since backstreet's back, not as early as everyone.
i wasn't that excited for the concert though and it turned out totally great.
i even teared a bit for the song "incomplete".
we have decided to attend their concert every time they are here anyway. gosh i love them so much lol.
and everyone's aiming for first row!

i'm such a fangirl.

2 months left before exams.
I HAVE NO TIME ALREADY.
so wish me the best of luck.

2010-02-23T21:13:00.002+08:00

hatred of the same kind is not said without logic.

it is amusing how people always criticise others and then make the exact same mistake.
~~i believe i could be one of them in a very small way.~~
*still amused*

think before you actually comment, people.

doing the wrong things at the wrong time.

2010-02-20T02:51:00.004+08:00

it's procrastination for me. =0
oh how i hate myself.

ang bao money half gone in like 2 days? too many expensive dinners omfg but they were so great!
there is a need to strike 4d lol.

and, good friends are so addictive.
i miss my friends! <3

JIN

2010-02-16T00:39:00.006+08:00

marathon-ed the drama JIN in one day.
this is how i spent my first day of chinese new year.

this drama is damned awesome!
so now i am a fan!
initially i watched it for koide keisuke but i ended up being so addicted to it.
i think i'm biased;
because i love jidaigeki and time-leap dramas.

after watching nakatani miki's brilliant acting in the drama, i think that memoirs of a geisha is pretty much crappy. wasted the expensive kimono(s).
i don't know if it's because her acting was good or because they embrace their own spirits better, but it was so different!
japanese jidaigeki should be acted by japanese(duh).
same goes for chinese/korean period dramas.

my favourite characters are minagata jin, nokzaze and sakamoto ryoma.
and i think hatsune is very ugly in this drama, maybe her face cannot fit into edo. =.=
the kimono(s) are also very pretty. T.T

i'm sorry if you are a saki x jin person, but this is my pairing!
this is the most heart wrenching scene in the drama.

the story's great, the actors/actresses are great, acting is great and even the ost's great. =0
so, enough said, go watch it! <333

and bye bye i am marrying kei for valentine's.

2010-02-15T21:06:00.003+08:00

happy chinese new year everyone!!
have a prosperous year ahead!

also, this year's a clash.
happy valentine's day!!
no bf so i'm taking this opportunity to thank my friends.

thank you for listening to me whenever i need someone to.
thank you for enjoying hanging out or even hang out with me.
thank you for all the good luck you have given me for my exams.
thank you for encouraging me always.
thank you for fandom-ing with me.
thank you for all the happy times. and lastly,
thank you for even being my friend!! <333

school.

2010-01-31T01:34:00.002+08:00

first lecture.
the weird girl sitting 2 seats beside me was reading newspapers until her friend arrived.
that was like > 30 minutes.
then she started taking out her books/lecture notes and get ready.
they started poking each other's phone and talking non-stop.
what?!

next lecture.
lecturer went "i can hear you. it's that loud." in the mist of his lecture.
there was silence from the group of students he was point at.
five seconds later, the noise came on.

remind me how much i hate noise pollution.

don't know how to put a title for this.

2010-01-30T00:28:00.008+08:00

depressed because i am obviously slowing down on work yet i just continue procrastinating.
worried yet i do nothing much about it.
my lessons are squeezed into 2 days? this is weird shit. it feels wrong but yet nothing wrong cause i'm not even the one planning it.
great, this is the last week of procrastination. this has to be.

to get myself out from growing-mushrooms-at-home, i met up with xuannie and marathon-ed 2 movies in a day. awesome! we watched "law abiding citizen" and "20th century boys part 3".
oh dear, i love gerard butler! he is like so freaking cute/hot. but i dont like the ending of the movie. it was a good movie though, but just very shocking and scary gore.
20th century boys was not bad hahaha. watched it for the ending and good acting and karasawa toshiaki. so one day gone.
once again, guilty but happy.
oh i seriously hate myself.

enough of my boring rants.
so next rant.

i hate fandom.
simply because it makes me spend a lot, to date.
it also makes me very busy.
seriously if i like a popular artist, i will be very busy dling, etc. there will be bitching among fans and everything. competition?
why can't fans get along?
but if i like a not-so-popular artist, i will still be busy because i cannot find dls from that particular artist and it's going to take time.
although somehow the fans can actually get along when the fandom isn't that huge. weird.
it also makes my comp go slower lol.

it still makes me happier though.

i am in love with masumi-chan!
i love nodame cantabile and all the cast.

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it's actually koide keisuke.
same hot guy. omgosh that sawayaka smile!

once again, i hate myself for deleting "tada, kimi wo aishiteru", "kimi no shika kikoenai", "drops" and "koizora" from the computer when i haven't even watch some of them. damn it. and why did i not watch "cyborg she"?

while i was watching koizora the other time i can't help wondering why mika chose hiro over yu when yu is nice, smart, understanding, etc. i really cannot find any reason to reject yu yet, not to mention he is not even ugly.
i might have moved on to yu and have a few kids by then already.
well, guess hiro(miura haruma) is the lead so yah.
after watching it again today, i still feel the same way. *bangs head*
no wonder i am single, so realistic.

i hope i'm not turning into some hardcore you-know-what fans.

back to studies, school and politics. night.

chinese new year.

2010-01-25T00:35:00.003+08:00

the lists of things i have to do before cny is horrible;
do my hair.
trim eyebrows.
wax.
buy clothes.
buy shoes.
buy bags.
buy masks.
study. yeah. *sighs*

~~actually a few can be done after cny.~~
once again, so many things to do so little money to spend. *sighs*

i'm losing the excitement for cny, so sad!

2010-01-22T15:48:00.003+08:00

for some reasons the lessons i am attending are getting lesser.
worrying but can't be helped cause attending or not, there is no difference.
lagging behind my preparations because i am slowing down this week.
i really shouldn't have fun, it makes me want to have more fun.
but watching tv and movies is a relaxation for me.
argh.

i was damn annoyed by the young couples who were kissing non stop towards the second half of the movie yesterday.
fuck it, get a hotel, get std.
i don't care.
i think i get irritated in the theatre very easily.
and don't even say i'm jealous.
i am never jealous/envy of anyone in my entire life, which is why i fucking hate that sentence.
yeah, teach me how to get jealous then.

on a side note which is totally unrelated, the tooth fairy movie is surprisingly nice.

finally completed.
i really prefer kindaichi over conan lol.

i'm addicted to games.
the next one shall be professor layton!

this explains why i was feeling hot on my face.
this movie is nice but i am getting sick of all the overrating.
and no more 3d movies for me.

i swear i am going to kill myself if i don't watch this in the theatre.
these animations are so internationalised, but they never fail me lol.

too bored.

2010-01-15T01:25:00.012+08:00

some people know i'm a thinker. oh yes.
i like think of all sorts of stuffs that go around in my head. it's good and bad but yah i do.
basically i'm broke, studying and usually home and bored so thoughts run wild.

so i have been thinking of replacement of the singlish word "sian" since last year?
the word is awesome, there is no replacement lol.
i can't find a word which has the same meaning as "sian" and be used the same way as it does.
i even envy myself for being a singaporean because i can use "sian" correctly in many ways.

"very sian ar/loh."
"i'm so sian."
"damn sian."
"sian diao"
"sian leh"
or just plain "sian"
wiki says it's bored, tired, or sick of something. i think there are actually more meanings to it. isn't it great to have one short word to voice at least 3 emotions?

maybe only singaporeans feel "sian" that's why we are able to use it that casually.

wikipedia for singlish
some of the singlish are so outdated we are not using them anymore.
my favourite is actually "sod", "toot", "cher", "stone", etc lol.
some words are so amazing they can be used by itself.

stop taking it for granted and treasure your dialects people.

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after listening to people who can really sing, i think kat-tun sucks lol.
but real face and precious one are still playing in my mp3.
what?

for some reason every year after watching johnny's countdown, a few things will happen.
1. my johnny's fandom rise, duh.
2. i think old senpai(s) can perform better than new senpai(s).
3. i swear V6 has the best vocals and dance in johnny's, though highly subjective.
~~4. kanjani8 cannot sing.~~
5. kame is hot.
6. so is pi and koichi and mabo and ohno and ryo and etc.
7. kat-tun is slutty.
8. this weird song keeps playing in my head, always.

by toraji haiji, aka domoto tsuyoshi and taichi kokubun. it's like shinji x akira aka kame and yamapi, except they can sing 10 times better.
this song never fail me, never.
and it always goes back to my playlist after a johnny's countdown.

2010-01-15T01:04:00.006+08:00

this year is pretty weird.
i have been studying non-stop since a week ago, although the progress is slow.
it's weird. i have never been so hardworking in my entire life, well maybe not.
guess that's what happens when the fear kicks in.
yeah, fear of everything.
oh well, i have support and supporters. what is there to worry right?
and thank you awesome friends!

i got to meet up with xuannie and we watched daybreakers.
the show is actually watchable with a few jumping-out-of-my-seat scenes.
very high pitched screaming so if you do not mind, watch it. it's better than twilight, the first one(i didn't watch the second).
oh and it made me realise i am not afraid of zombies and gore.
i was laughing a bit in the theatre. this is an improvement ok?!
i am only afraid of ghosts then.
and i am still wondering why people spend money to talk in the movie theatre. i cannot watch movies with teenagers or i just tend to get annoyed in the theatres more easily.

i hope my students don't behave like monsters out of my sight lol.
and ever since i started teaching(tuition), i become very particular about my english.
i edit my posts like 4-5 times before finally posting them. mad or what?

2010-01-10T01:48:00.002+08:00

i need to stop worrying.
i think 3/4 of my life has been spent on worries and using my brain on the not-so-important things.

just to get myself off the stress.
nakai is awesome lol.

a few things.

2010-01-05T22:25:00.004+08:00

one,
watched avatar 3d with my dear friend who offered to top up the difference for 3d movie. when he approached me, i had to tell him "it's not just about the money, it's also because i might puke in the theatre."
seriously, lol @ myself.
it was about the money, partly(cause 3d cost $10 and normal movie would cost only 6) but since i said that, i ended up paying for the entire movie myself haha.
the cg was very good, for some reason the theme song sounded like the one in titanic. the movie would have been better if the 2 buggers diagonally behind us weren't talking so loudly.
i had a slight dizziness and blood-gush in my head after the movie.

two,
it is impossible to play dslite on a moving bus. it doubles the chance of getting motion sickness, gosh headaches and diziness.

three,
i hate waking up with sore throats in the morning.

four,
timetable, lecturers and everything's screwed up. i hate my school. i think i paid for nothing. i can't wait to graduate.

five,
i'm paranoid when it comes to studies, although i'm already studying.
where is my confidence.

six,
i really need a new hdd.

seven,
i think i need a man, soon. lol!

eight,
still wondering why people are debating whether to call 2010 "two thousand ten" or "twenty ten".

nine,
i am desperate to watch dramas. is deprived.

ten,
i found the most important 2010 resolution this year.
discipline.

impatient.

2010-01-02T19:12:00.006+08:00

i was expecting to watch all these before 2010.
best artist 2009
music station superlive 2009
kouhaku 2009
johnny's countdown 2009-2010

where are the downxloads?!!
sorry but i can't wait.

after weeks of rest, well maybe, i am still tired.
i was alright with going back to school until today.
suddenly lazy.
this sucks.

feel like doing a bit of this now, screaming.

this has to be a good start!

happy new year everyone!

checklist, for fun.

2009-12-31T00:11:00.003+08:00

before 2010 even starts, i already have a list of things which i ~~want~~need.
seriously you guys don't have to read this(if you are), i'm just keeping track.

money, duh?!
a new external hard disk, like 500gb may not even be enough.
new cpu, this one's crashing.
new monitor, looks like it's crashing.
new television, also looks like it's crashing.
new mp3, no it's not crashing but soon cause it's old.
wallet, yes.
money again.

argh shit, why can't money just drop from heaven.

upcoming 2010

2009-12-26T21:55:00.003+08:00

2009 is going to be over in one week's time.
this year passes very very fast!
i'm not exactly looking forward to 2010 because it means i get older, duh.
the only reason i want to look forward to is simply because 2009 sucks, to a certain extend of course.
i shall have more expectations for myself next year.

the performers for the upcoming kouhaku
seriously, am i getting old or what? because back then i clearly remember i don't know 3/4 of the artists performing(they were some enka) and now i know 3/4 of the artists in the list. =0

and remioromen performing konayuki!! *is excited*

watched sherlock holmes.
before the movie even started, my dear friend was saying the ratings wasn't good so don't expect too much.
it turned out pretty not bad though. =.=
i like the robert downey jr. and jude law pairing lol!
but anyway, the movie was pretty long.

also, i got the worst timetable from uol in my life.
4 papers, 2 days which means 2 papers each day. hit combo!
aww sucks!

boring, bored.

2009-12-20T01:09:00.009+08:00

sorry for the influx of fandom posts lately.
i have nothing to blog about my life.
the best part is i actually have a fantastic life outside fandom, but i just have nothing to blog about.
i guess i do the same things repeatedly lol.
*needs drama*

finally!
i hope they show the movie here.

i'm a huge fan of V6, arashi, kinki kids ~~crap~~crack. but somehow smap seems to be really funny. so i started searching all over for johnny's crap on youtube.
my results lead me to a string of smap videos.

geez, this is too funny.

part 2

all time favourite lol.

since i am that bored, i even did this.

this is how i distinguish smap.

only some parts are funny. parts 2-11 will just auto play on youtube.
my favourite is watching nakamaru fail interviewing nicolas cage.

japan is made of win.

watching this clip reminds me of mabo trying to do the same when their boat sinks.

okay, i'm happier after laughing so much.

from josephine.

2009-12-17T22:00:00.009+08:00

since people know i'm a food lover and i thought it's interesting, i want to post this. i'm picky but i can be contented with the taste quite easily.

List 5 childhood foods that stick in your mind, explain the food, and list why, just WHY you think it was so important as to be memorable:

1. macaroni soup.
it's like making instant noodles, just add macaroni, water and knorr brand(brand maggie doesn't taste as nice lol) chicken stock cubes into the pot. i usually finish up with an egg, carefully half-boiled such that when you poke the egg the egg yoke flows out. ~~my egg is so well done it is my pride!~~
the "first" person who cooked this dish was my mother. i remember when i was in primary school, it came in a packet like the instant noodles. it was so good. so that was my "maggie mee" for my childhood. i'm still eating that now, convenient and it still taste great for the most obvious reason.

2. roti prata
the explanation says it's a pancake bread made of dough composed of fat, egg, flour and water. wth fat?! this dish has to go with curry or sugar.
my father used to buy us these for breakfast, together with a whole curry chicken thigh. it cost like 50cents each, and now like 80cents. i like the plain ones, still do now and i can eat 2-3 at one go. very very filling! strange enough, having this for breakfast and dinner feels completely different even until now. =.=;; we will have them together as a family. that's my family day.

3. ang zhao kuay
a traditional fuzhou dish made with red wine lees, chicken, rice vermicelli and an egg if you want. my grandmother was the one making this every year! you supposed to eat it once a year on your birthday(i cannot remember what it was for) but we ended up having it on my birthday, my sister's birthday, my father's birthday, my grandmother's birthday, my grandfather's birthday and sometimes my relatives' birthday. salutes the effort. my grandmother will even go through the trouble of saving 2 eggs for me lol!

4. fried chicken wings.
for some reason, my grandmother's fried chicken wings taste different from others. it's just beyond explanation. she loved to cook a few BIG plates of them when she knows we are heading over to her place and made us eat everything. i actually prefer her fried fish but it's not comparable to this haha!

5. dim sum
we used to go toa payoh every sunday morning at around 10am for dim sum(s). another family activity we would do. but we stopped doing that since... i have no idea. i believe we are not doing that these days because i always wake up at 3pm on sundays. "OTL

i don't have very special reasons for them, but they are very important food in my life lol!
just realised i haven't been using "i love food" tag for a long time. hmm.

iro iro

2009-12-17T14:47:00.008+08:00

this post is made of win, and the comments are made of love.
lmao seriously.

lol @ the typing game, the words are SO long. seriously how does this work?

wow?!

one of the few awesome cm(s), pretty!

johnny's is made of win. yeah johnny's entertainment. lol i love ~~crack~~them. as much as most of them can't sing, i still don't understand how 40 year old uncles can do back flips and somersaults all over the place.

and i'm deprived of johnny's crack.

drama(s)

2009-12-13T18:21:00.003+08:00

change,
voice,
monster parent,
rookies,
one pound of gospel,
liar game,
triangle,
code blue.

omg how am i supposed to finish watching all these?! =0

holidays; i need to study, meet people, watch dramas and sleep.
somehow i'm always tired and i don't have time. =.=

needs inspiration.

2009-12-11T22:37:00.006+08:00

if money is the root of all evil,
then loneliness is the cause of the minor problems in life.
^ our derivations lol.

i think i'm too trusting towards people sometimes. bad.

i finally met up with xuannie and caught one movie, after so long.
seriously wants to watch most of the movies this season. date me for movies!

fukuhara miho - yuki no hikari
you might recognise this song from Asience commerical. it is awesome and in my playlist now.

my ~~only~~favourite song from kat-tun.

i should be studying.

addicted.

2009-12-08T00:23:00.007+08:00

tokimeki girl's side season one.
i swear the person who made this game is a genius because it made me play till 5am in the morning.

this is my favourite scene from the entire game. omfg floating christmas tree!
it is so sweet and romantic.
i like it when he looks at me with the corner of his eyes. i love it when he said "~~kumako~~sakura, meri- kurisumasu".
he could have proposed to me right there and i would have said yes, i do. woohoo!

kei looks drop dead ~~gorgeous~~ cute when he said "可笑しいか" or "変か" (whichever it is) in that face. lol double melts.

scenes i did not get from the game. T.T;; the ferris-wheel one is hot though. hmm.

anyway, the name i used was kame sakura. damned i should have used kame kumako, double animal.
i didn't get kei.
wtf?! it was so obvious they he is in love and blushing and all the shit.
but i just had to graduate alone. damned lmao.
i'm going to try again, until i get him. =.=

= emo =

2009-12-03T22:47:00.003+08:00

"ORZ

this is how i felt today.
i am better off alone in school. oh fail.

fangirl mode.

2009-11-23T23:29:00.016+08:00

gokusen the movie.
it should be called ikemen the movie instead. XDDDD;;

watched!

kame is the hot! kame kame kame kame kame!!*faints*
is obviously biased because he kissed me.

the story was nothing,
the plot was nothing,
the acting was good,
the ikemen were hell yeah something and
watching kame on big screen is WOAH!!
~~aww turtle. i totally kyaa-ed~~ *kyaa*
yes yes, i know.
i can't believe i watched a movie for kame and ikemen, i don't even get the jokes half the time although i followed the series. oh well, that's not the first time right? kurosagi, hello?
at least this time there is acting.

nakama yukie's acting was good, but somehow in this gokusen series she looks weird when she fights.
kame's acting was great lolol. *is biased*
there were narimiya hiroki, oguri shun, koike teppei, mocomichi, koide keisuke and ishigaki yuma.
omg nari and koide is freaking hot!
~~i still cannot believe i squealed in the theater.~~ =.=

there is only one conclusion after watching the movie;
we want to eat japanese food!
they keep eating in the movie omgosh, makes xuannie and i super hungry, we were already hungry to begin with. =.=

fandom is amazing.
it makes you do the most unbelievable thing in the world.
when you are down with zero fandom, everything seems pretty boring. listening to music is just to pass time during bus rides to school.
but when you ~~have a dream where some ikemen kiss you all over and it's so real omg~~ have a fandom, every little thing is especially pretty, and songs are especially nice.
it even make me happier and look forward to bus journeys. <33
the only thing that bugs me is that i can't actually marry him. hmm.
oh ~~kame~~fandom.

i guess steph was right, that's why we can never grow properly lmao!! =.=

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dear kame, since you like to date old woman, please date me.

great, i'm behaving like a 18 year old fangirl. =X

yes, that smile.

2009-11-22T18:50:00.003+08:00

dear boys,
STOP showing me those yasasahii and sawayaka smile!!

it makes me very very busy ~~although i love it.~~

2009-11-22T17:32:00.005+08:00

my sister told me yesterday she won't be coming back for chinese new year because she may have to go japan or india for attachment.
can you believe it?
because i cannot.

if it's true, then i'm sorry.
if it's not, i can't care.

i think i have problem trusting people simply because i have been disappointed many many times. =(
honesty is really the best policy in my dictionary.

wtf money?!

2009-11-19T22:34:00.022+08:00

last saturday, jasmine said she was going to throw her magazines cause she is moving house. it was only on monday that i told her i want to take over them, phew lucky!

expensive magazines!! 0_o
we were so crazy back then. gosh, i don't even want to count how much these are worth. there is no lj-cut here so

warning image heavy!

^ jasmine's!!

^ mine.

^ ours.

^ jasmine's. =.=

my very first "wink up".

mine, no better than hers though.

^ this looks very scary!

she even wants to throw away magazine this new.

kat-tun when they just started.
i wonder how they become the "ah beng" boyband of johnny's. lolol!

sometimes i buy 2 copies of them. =.=

and sometimes 3 copies. hahaha no! one of them is jasmine's.

kame kame kame kame kame!! *screams* stop kissing me!! <333
(i'm beginning to regret giving him up years ago. sigh it's all bullshit now)

akanishi jin + yamapi + toma + jimmy mackey + hasegawa jun.

nishikido ryo. so cute!

kat-tun

yaotome hikaru. hahahaha epic cute.

tegoshi yuya.

mabo. i swear his skin has been that good.

wtf my money!!
these magazines have re-sale value ~~anyway~~ i think. that's one of the many reasons why i like to invest in fandom stuffs. i'm very realistic. =.=

jasmine said she took 20-30 books, so the remaining are mine. *faints*
mine were dated from 2000-2002 and jasmine's were 2001-2007/2009! hahaha awesome!
i seriously wonder why i wanted to take over her magazines when i already have this much at home. ^^;; epic cheapskate.

these are going to into ~~my coffin~~ the museum someday.

getting rid of bad aura.

2009-11-12T23:03:00.011+08:00

kamenashi kissed me!
~~with that juicy lips of his~~ in my dreams of course, not like daydreaming-dream.

the kiss was on the lips, long kiss ~~and very juicy~~ kiss. *inserts msn kyaa icon here*
i can even feel it in the dreams. oh gosh i love ~~that kiss~~ my dream, seriously who doesn't?
i had the best dream of my life(to date) yesterday.

i guess because of this dream my aura was gone for the entire day cause i was too high.
i highly suspect that was the reason why i made friend yesterday.
friend though, not friends.
this young lady kept smiling to me after i smiled once to her while passing her the attendance file.
which makes me realise most of the time i look damned gloomy in class with the black face and i think that scares people off.
so it was a good thing i guess?
anyway there was no way i could ignore her considering her asking my name. maybe it's time to end hitoribocchi.

anyway, kame was my favourite member from kat-tun, now he is my favourite.
thanks for kissing me!

late night activities.

2009-11-11T22:40:00.011+08:00

待ってられない未来がある
lol no,
the title is 時をかける少女

first of all, watched.
i thought i will take another 10 years to watch this but no lol.
i is blown away by this animation although i watched in front of the computer.
once again, the animation(someone please let me know if it's hand-drawn animation?!), the soundtrack, the theme song and the characters. it's actually hard to find a reason to minus more than one star(out of ten) for this movie. if i really have to pick, it's some unclear explanation of the story or ending wasn't what i wanted. aww chiaki!! whytf did i not watch it in the theater!?

a few months ago(maybe more than six months ago =.=) my bff asked me what kind of supernatural power i wanted　if i can choose one.
i never thought as much at that point of time(because not possible) but lately i have been think through a lot for a while.

i have always wanted the power to control time!!
i'm always fascinated by any dramas/animes that involve time travelling, like back to the past and future though it gets very confusing sometimes. it's like there is another me in the past or future so i want to meet both of them. lol yes, time is the one and only thing no one can ever reverse. i will be invincible if i can do that lmao!
変わりたい事あるんだから、な？

getting ready for tomorrow's lecture.
here i come, shinigami tachi!

school's boring

2009-11-10T17:09:00.004+08:00

bad bus ride,
bad weather(it was pouring like mad),
coraline, along with my company jos, compensated for everything.

the animation was fantastic and the music was awesome!! <333
there is nothing negative i can pick from the movie, yet. it was the first time watching so everything was woah for me. when i heard it was the rats part were stop motion animation, i was even more woah.

dled 時をかける少女. i want to take some time off to watch most of the hand drawn animation during my holidays, to save money too.
~~hua stop dling things when you have no time to watch!~~

then, there was good food at shokudo. yeah the food was so good that we ate till we almost puke. still good though.

...i woke up with swollen eyes and aches today. growing old sucks.

一人ぼっち too much

2009-11-07T22:19:00.006+08:00

i have a problem interacting with strangers. =0

so there was this guy from the other table on my right who passed the attendance file to the guy on my left, right in front of my eyes.
it's not about taking the attendance.
am i invisible?
(i highly suspect he actually waved at me a few times before passing to the left guy because he sort of "slammed" the file between the guy and me.)
i hate this word but whatever. i thought guys should be more gentlemanly, no?! i guess i thought wrong.

then this guy behind me offered me help when he "saw" me in distress. apparently i couldn't find the question the lecturer was going through, so he was nice enough to pat and inform me.
i forgot to say thank you.

fail hua, FAIL.

how did i allow all these to happen?!

2009-11-06T23:15:00.004+08:00

on facebook.

obviously.(the fan-ing part) i seriously cannot understand them sometimes.

i think i have a problem understanding people. =.=

gaijin smash.
maybe true. considering the number of hollywood artists naked here everyday, i guess the only big deal is because of the countries. give kusanagi a break lol.

and something very related to my life.
i am so unmotivated these 2 weeks. shit.

俺は死神だ!!

2009-11-03T01:11:00.006+08:00

^ that was what my korean "classmates" said when we were in poa tutorial today, ok monday.
apparently, they are learning japanese from bleach anime. *eavesdrop in the lift*
so i is very amused! ~~fandom makes people do the most amazing thing.~~
that aside, you seriously do not have to shout across the small classroom to show off your "kore", "sore", "ore", "watashi" or "ore wa shinigami da"!! distracting, please.
poor lecturer.
somehow i find the korean guy who was quietly taking down notes cute, he wasn't making any noise. obviously i am biased.

next time i will scream "ore mo shinigami da!" back at them.

met up with sk after so long to pass her things before meeting xuannie. lol. i bought "catch me if you can", like finally.

boarded the second last bus(i suppose) home, i fucking hate rolling buses. i swear he was driving at maximum 50km/h. smrt should set the minimum speed at 70km/h instead of doing random things like no drinking of plain water or eating sweets on mrt. =.= this is singapore, everyone needs water hello?
i seriously do not get it.

have been thirsty since 11.30am in the morning and is still thirsty after drinking 500ml of plain water, 500ml of green tea, 500ml of chrysanthemum tea.
is still drinking water right now.

monsoon is here lol!!

finally, a life outside fandom after so long.

is too bored right now.

2009-10-27T16:29:00.025+08:00

~~watched and maybe re-watched~~i tried to catch up with a few shows at night, when i finally have time for myself.
studying and watching tv is seriously not as productive.
but watching dramas at home = save money lol.

let's start naming some shows.
the terminal: a beautiful show about waiting.
koshonin: finally finished, gosh this show was last year's?
shiroi kyoto: drama was 5-6 years ago. i thought this drama will be boring but it turned out great. the similarities and contrast between the goals of the two main characters were very nicely done, and obvious. what a great drama, it's so human. how the hell did i missed it out for years when the dvd is at my place all the time?!

i am watching samurai high, untouchable, shoukoujyou and tokyo dogs this season, like one episode each. =.= samurai high is bloody lame, but funny and nice hahaha! oh miura!

not to mention the actors were great! ~~apparently i have no interest in people who cannot act~~
too much awesome-ness lately lol.

since i am that bored, lets start naming some of the best/favourite actors in my list.

tom hanks
this guy is fantastic! his acting is so great that i laugh and cry with him. this is how attractive his acting is to me. *is quite determined to watch all his movies*

山田孝之　yamada takayuki
the youngest best actor in my list. XD i know he looks like crayon shin-chan but his acting is superb! lol i love it when he frowns because he frowns 10,000 expressions. what attracts me is the eyes. omg his eyes, yes i love the eyes!

very famous 木村拓哉　kimura takuya
i don't give a damn about how good he looks but he can act. he is charismatic although i have to admit i didn't like him initially.

陣内孝則 jinnai takanori
i have seen him pulling off any role in any drama. any role.
awesome! wow + salute.

竹中直人　takenaka naoto
you know, there is no way i can question his acting hahaha!

唐沢寿明　karasawa toshiaki
this is a new favourite. omgosh this guy is so hot in shiroi kyoto, evil, ok maybe not but so hot lol. his face literally went from aspiring to arrogant to pitiful in shiroi kyoto.

one day, just one day i want to sit down and enjoy watching shows from these people who can act.
that's what happens when i 吃飽沒事做 lol.

otousan.

2009-10-27T16:00:00.003+08:00

my amazing father filled the refrigerator with LOTS of drinks. one more to reason to love him more haha.

2009-10-20T21:26:00.001+08:00

マイーペースでよかった、ね？

because people like to post in chinese

2009-10-08T23:50:00.005+08:00

so there you go.
this is from a friend's msn nick, she is a "poet" and i just thought it's meaningful.

伤痛是长年累月的形成，就算不计较那伤疤也会跟着你.

2009-10-05T00:16:00.004+08:00

cloudy with a chance of meat balls is so pretty!
snowing ice-cream is like so sweet and beautiful!

then scratching yourself with your own nails accidentally is so wtf. i seriously need to learn to be careful.

edit: my respect for kimutaku just boomed because of this. well done kimura.

2009-10-01T00:22:00.003+08:00

regrets deleting the old files which i dled. =.=
i am having a bloody hard time dling densha otoko movie.

the johnny's acting skills ranking
please tell me how pi is ranked (no.8) above all the people whom i think can act better than him. =0

and smap to appear in orpah?!
omg now i know smap is a big deal.

changing blog name to otakuhua.blogspot.com from tomorrow onwards. XD

the exploding stage

2009-09-26T00:41:00.016+08:00

regarding new school term,
gakkou is hitoribocchi. =.=
i don't think i even need to open my mouth for a lesson from 9.30am to 5.30pm unless i choose to breathe with it.
i seriously have no idea why. making friends all over again is fucking troublesome, not to mention i already "sensed" i can't click with them.
they have their own clique already, and it's not like i want to join in.
i;m actually better off alone for now but
the feeling is just... hitoribocchi. *does the typical index fingers touching each other*
in simple singlish, more like sian ar.

=random=
sk's reply when i recommended her japanese drama, stand up.
"got sit down or not?"
omfg i'm sorry but i think this is damned hilarious and i don't know why! i laughed at it for like 5-10 minutes? hahahaha!!

then right now,
hua is feeling very sore now because i can't fucking find my H2 vcd and the worst part is i don't even know i lent it to! =0

i is desperate to re-watch to entire series like now. this is due to a sudden fandom overdose of yamada takayuki.

is that not what you call hot?!
how can you even deny the hotness?!

ok not so hot. wtf he needs a haircut.

and so, that's the reason. i want to watch H2 all over again.
please let me know if you have borrowed it from me. T.T;;

crows zero 2

2009-09-24T01:41:00.006+08:00

watched!

is very happy after watching the show. a few redundant scenes but overall the movie was pretty good, with a lot of ~~fangirling~~ fighting lol. i watched it for yamada takayuki, what a great actor.

my fandom is dying out if he doesn't get a leading dorama soon.
and i can't find my h2 vcd!! wtf who took it?

i need to fandom.　besides studying of course.

looking forward to keita's drama, for some reason.

無駄な時間浪費すぎで、今後悔している。

2009-09-20T23:23:00.006+08:00

with effect from 01.10.2009, the blog address will be changed to
otakuhua.blogspot.com
the current one is too long lol. update your links people.

some updates which you might be interested.

school started.
this is a year to work bloody hard. but makene~

i just realised i don't have low tolerance for stupidity.
i have no tolerance.

feel like answering "cannot meh?!" to a whole list of things.

ok first i watched like 5 movies in 2 weeks, then it went all the way to zero movie in 2 weeks. =.=
me is deprived lol.

me is also broke.
need to stop buying nail polish, i am very certain of that. already stopped buying actually sigh. is also running out of ideas to do for my nails but that is not important lol.

i want to get a whole lot of dvds but those can wait.
the list of dvds i want to buy.
catch me if you can
bolt
wall.e
castwaway
the lion king
toy story
and etc. they will fill up my collection slowly, eventually.

i want to finish my shiozawa sketch(it has been uncompleted for 2 months) orz!

japanese osts are love! *you already know that*

need to discipline myself to do cheaper hobbies.

and give me time!

2009-08-29T22:47:00.008+08:00

2 weeks, 5 movies.
~~i live up to my name.~~ movies are damned addictive.

spring cleaning my house and found these.
i know i love to ~~keep~~ collect things, even random ones i think but these are wow!
i so love myself. they are so valuable!

my precious pins.
i remember they cost me like $3 each and $3 was a great deal of money when i was young, so i saved for them. sailormoon pin given by my cousin!

one whole shoe box of key chains.

my favourites!

stuffs given by people in my life.

the batman watch(bottom right hand corner) was bought by my father. XD

this glitter was given by my mother.

me is so sentimental.

ok this is nothing but i like the colour.

yah i know they are very simple lol. since i am determined not to put beads on my nails, i will have to play with designs and colours. XD
i have 4 shades of pink. wtf since when did i like pink so much?
and i don't have blue. i just realise i don't like blue, hmm maybe i should get one shade.
i need more shades. =.=

2009-08-19T00:45:00.007+08:00

watched orphan with sally because we heard it was good.

indeed, the movie was good. and sick. wtf it was very sick!!
sally keeps scolding the orphan like fucking orphan while i keep going on like damn it. seriously why are the rest of the people in the cinema not scared at all? we were so scared that we kept screaming. okay we squealed though. wtf. no one actually scream so we were pretty embarassed i guess lol. glad we managed to put all our guts and watch it, it was damn exciting! =.=;;

one of the side effects of watching too much ouran koukou hosuto bu is that i dreamed of me being haruhi. "ORZ

please don't let me dream of the orphan at night.

happy 44th birthday singapore!!

2009-08-09T22:19:00.006+08:00

seriously fuck off and die.
to people who likes the comment, fuck off and die too.
(sadly this person happen to be an ex-classmate of mine. =.=)

why do you think so many people put in so much effort to perform?
if everyone thinks like you, our country is dead.
people should start looking at the good side of the country and be proud of it.
what's with singaporeans and their no-sense-of-belonging?
i am disgusted.
seriously, go find some countries without ndp and migrate or what.

i don't care if you don't love the country or your country.
like everyone should, i love mine.
love the country, love the language, love the culture, love efficiency, love the convenience and even the people(mostly).
although we are a pretty high stress level country(considering we are surrounded by high rise builidings, obsessed with making money lol), i still love the way it works. that's how efficiency comes about anyway.

anyway i fucking love the NDP this year. it is pretty awesome i will say(compared to last year's).
i love the stage design, love the choreograph and the hosts, which is to say almost everything.
i should have been there. somehow. T.T
the only think i kind of dislike was the fact that one part of it looks like a fucking musical. it that a craze or what?
singaporeans are so in-sync sometimes;
there was this part where the kid in the vcr says he wants to be the president when he grows up, everyone lol-ed and woah-ed, it's even audible from the tv lol.
i waited so damn long for them to actually sing those old "national day songs".
used to sing a whole damn lot when i was in primary school. i love those.
don't judge me.

but anyway forward singapore, i love you so much!

don't insult my fandom lol.

2009-08-07T01:52:00.010+08:00

super junior - sorry, sorry

yes, when korean sounds like chinese lol. that is my favourite song from super junior by the way. =.=

watched g.i.joe;
hell yeah the movie was nice can! a lot better than i expected, i mean i don't actually have any expectations for that movie. although there are still parts of the movie which i dont like, yah like they were supposed to be in japan and they speak korean? wtf cannot differentiate or what?
but at least there was a story and some cool stuffs, so much better than transformers wtf. i love the *ahem*chasing part the most.
i guess sometimes when you have no expectations for the movie, it turns out rather good than disappointing. <33

i have been very busy with tuition. my holidays has started like 2 months ago and i haven't rest since. wtf i don't understand myself either. what is with me?

i am into nail art right now, thanks xuannie lol.
on thursday when i bought 2 bottles of nail polish i thought to myself.
"wth i haven't been spending money(like paying for things in cash) for a while"
it felt damned good.
and another 2 bottles today. damn it!
oh great, spending spree.

dear bff

2009-08-02T23:44:00.003+08:00

thanks for the hug at the coffeeshop.
it was unexpected but that was all it takes. <333

=.=

2009-07-26T03:02:00.008+08:00

3am and my ketchup in that glass bottle just exploded, like literally.
wtf 3am?! all because i was hungry and made some food and needed some ketchup.
there was a loud "pop" and it flew all over my kitchen.
i had to bathe.
i had to clean the house at 3am!!
there was actually smoke coming out of the bottle after it exploded.
i think it's because i left the bottle upside down(since only a little of the sauce was left).
remind me never to do it again.

after talking to xuannie that day i realised my shopping has been erm, seasonal.

there will be a time when i will start buying a lot of clothes.
then i will buy shoes.
then i will buy bags.
then i will buy jackets.
then i will buy accessories.
then i will buy dvds.
then i will buy fandom stuffs.
and here comes the season where i want to flood my room with soft toys.
(my room is already flooded by the way)
this is definitely the season for toys and fandom!
my fandom <333

it seems that when i buy something nice i will keep buying the same thing. =.=
maybe i should continuing buying things like clothes and shoes until winter.

the whole point of the entry is actually the first part because right now i am pretty awake after cleaning my house lol. i'm still in shock.

edit: i need to update the pictures i took in batam and on my bday. i slept my bday away though lol!

edit edit: thanks to the ketchup my kitchen is freaking clean now!

a lot of fandom

2009-07-17T23:20:00.016+08:00

have been obsessed with this song since jos lent me her copy of 猫の恩返し.

theme song of neko no ongaeshi, title: kaze no naru
composed, written and sang by tsuji ayano.
lyrics here

i actually prefer this version. what a nice song to sleep with.

akai ito;
the ending is so wtf. at least there was a hot guy.
transformers;
not great, was alright but i still don't think it's as bad as half a star rating.
20th century boys 2;
undoubtedly the all-star movie, very good acting but i guess it's hard to summarise the manga into movie. i want to know who "tomodachi" is damn it! gotta read the entire manga.
do all the japanese look like manga characters?! it's so freaky though.

on dvd
accepted, 21, forrest gump, the green mile.

xuannie and i are seriously turning into some movie freaks but they are so damn nice. XD anyway forest gump is so beautiful and inspiring!! <333

gosh i hope they show these here because i want to watch obviously. XD

photo courtesy of xuannie lol. so freaky

also, disney/pixar have been damn good in producing animations lately. the latest 2, wall.e and bolt were so good. which is why i need to watch this very very badly.

disney.pixar's UP.

i think this is not going to lose out either.

i am pretty sure those films have already been shown in the states?!
what is singapore doing?!

for some reason i was watching bleach on channel 56 just now and i thought to myself.
"hey, this is the first time i don't like the main character. even the hollow is way cool than he is." =.=
hell yeah.
the rest of the characters have outshine him damn it.
~~i read chapter 365 like 5 fucking times. gosh yes! revenger's high lol.~~

these are like bloody hot pictures.
picture credit: onemanga.com

2009, a year of a lot of animations. <333

my fandom just exploded into some fireworks lol.

tribute to the legend

2009-06-29T01:42:00.018+08:00

yes, you might be sick of this because it all over the internet but i am still writing a tribute to my all time favourite singer, artist, dancer, entertainer and musician, Michael Jackson.

Michael Joseph Jackson

i won't lie and i don't lie; i cried.
(watching his performances on mtv)

he was my childhood idol.
he is an icon.
i was never a hardcore fan though.
i have always loved michael jackson.
i have always admired him for his talents.
i prefer to see michael jackson differently.

i know this sounds really stupid but i am actually devastated over his death.
the feeling is beyond description.
to me it is not just death, it means michael jackson no more.
no more mj music, mj dance and mj everything.
it was exactly how i felt when slam dunk ended, i don't even know how to start describing my feelings.
his music was inspirational to many.
his death was tragic.

MJ's life is a tragic itself, i feel extremely sorry for him.
a legend's life without a childhood.
he has no friends.
loneliness, what is it to you and what is it to him?
how sad.
he never enjoyed the life of what a child should have.
perhaps that's the reason why he behaved like a big kid now.
abused and tortured(yes i would use this word)?
that was how strict his father was to him.
it got too far, mentally and emotionally.
perhaps that was how he managed to become the micheal jackson we know, just perhaps.
a true talent, yes.
but very much forced to be.
that was the price to pay for success.
all he has got was fame and money, nothing more, sadly.
his kids were everything he had i guess.

leave plastic surgery out of his career.
it's has got nothing to do with his career, although it's true he might still look like this.

pictures credit to MJSite

i don't want to comment much about the sexual harassment trials because we are not the ones to judge.
truth?
only the victims and mj know.
my view?
the person we are dealing with is that micheal jackson, that legendary artist. who knows, people who have a screw loose in their mind might just want to ~~get something out of~~ exploit him. afterall, once again, he is micheal jackson.
and if receiving an amount of 22million makes them drop the charges, isn't that a question itself?
i just can't believe their words so i choose not to.
it was asymmetric anyway.
the trial didn't even go through.
people only say good things about him when he is dead.
so, to hell with the people who were mean to him when he was alive.

i was so hoping he will come to singapore for the tour.
*sigh*
his death is still shocking to me.

i like this quote by one of his fans on youtube.
"no one dislikes his music entirely."

michael jackson is not overrated.

the classics.

this is my favourite song up to date.

the best mtv of the century maybe?
the full version can be found HERE

Billie Jean
Beat It
Bad
Smooth Criminal
Don't stop till you get enough
(very amazing videos)

this is one of my personal favourites.

Earth Song
You Are Not Alone
We Are The World

wtf sideways moonwalk? who does that?!

the cutest kid lol.

some lighthearted stuffs.

part 2
part 3
i see a humble and real micheal jackson.
and smap cannot close their mouths.

my father especially love his spins.
i love his moonwalks.
he made zero-mistake performances.
just, flawless.
truly the king of pop.
truly irreplaceable.
and when is the next time a genius in the music industry appear?
20 years later perhaps.

goodbye my childhood idol.
goodbye the music i love.
goodbye the moonwalk i love.
goodbye the king of pop.
goodbye his everything and
goodbye to the one and only michael jackson.

i hope you rest in peace, i really do.
so please, rest in peace michael jackson.

very cool stuff

2009-06-23T21:58:00.015+08:00

one of the days during the exam period,

very messy desk in school and i broke my own record for "the number of green tea drank in one day" during exam period ~~and had a sleepless night after that.~~

my very very sweet father managed to find out i was broke during that period. <333

i bought sketch book. was considering drawing block but heck, it's very hard to keep track of my drawings so yah. i even bought a 30cm ruler. i bought like 3 ever since i started sketching years ago but i always lose them.
yes i do sketch don't be that shock. but no 3d stuffs though. i sent ~~most~~ all of my previous works to the idols already. why-tf did i even do that? i should have kept them or at least should have heard of a scanner.
now, damn it.

sally and i did a 7.5 hour karaoke session yesterday! another record broken.
towards the end we were literally lying on the sofa singing without the mike hahahaha! my throat feels great. but it was all fun, very fun.
the very first time in my life i freaking danced in the ktv, danced to news, speed and w-inds.(did we?!)
wtf thanks sally.
seriously talking to me does not make you feel hungry. =.=;;
by the way have fun in brisbane, rich woman.

renovations going on for the block i'm staying in. there were a lot of things going on; drilling, painting, changing of pipes and etc, which i hate.
actually i just realise i only hate drilling lol.

so they were cement-ing(does this word even exist?) outside my place this morning and they managed to "excite" me somehow.

walking on these wooden planks is very fun ok?!! lololol.
i had to walk as though everything under the planks is water so that i won't ruin their hard work. not to mention the planks are so soft that they sink and shake when you step on them. the last picture is the path i had to walk before making my way up to the fifth level.
gosh, i swear it was a challenge yet i was very very very excited lmao! XDD;;

bad picture but i love my father for flooding the refrigerator with drinks.

i honestly feel what i mentioned above are just plain cool.
lol is very easily satisfied with life. XD

応援　ありがとう

2009-06-11T00:06:00.003+08:00

just to let people know i am alive.
(i think the japanese is correct cause i haven't been touching my japanese and it sucks right now.)

my dear friends, thank you so much for all the 応援 you have given me!
all the sms-es, encouraging words and even the pat on my shoulder; i really appreciate that so much!
this year has been a very tough year somehow cause i got so stressed up like over everything and i guess it affected a lot of you taking exams with me. so thank you for sms-ing me before every paper to wish me good luck and after every paper to ask "how's the paper".

i am seriously very touched by your concern.
love you guys! <333

i had sleepless nights since the exams started and i realise uxoxl degree really sucks.
tell me why the papers are designed in such a way that we can never finish it.
tell me why they change their rules every year such that things get difficult for external students.
tell me why zone a papers are always easier than zone b(external) papers.

and i'm still telling myself not to be worried about my results for 3 months. =.=

3 months of sleepless night starts now.

応援 needed.

2009-04-28T22:38:00.018+08:00

exams; something to be stressed about.
~~will still be online but~~ please pray for me everyone! <33
me is more motivated as compared to last year.

in additon, i have been thinking a lot about my future lately; which is what makes me even more stressed.
i have a lot to think about and i like to plan ahead.
so thinking back i realise this; i have always wanted to teach.
not like i go around announcing it to everyone but i do love teaching and i have a passion for it.
i believe i will make a difference in someone's life, someway, someday, somehow.
i cannot picture myself in other occupations lately, to be honest.
however due to the rash reality of MxOxE not accepting teachers with overseas degree, my ambition has to change.
w.t.f.
whatever.
for a moment, i almost become a banker.
then i realise there are different routes to the same destination. *thanks jos*
i will make my way into the teaching career somehow.
i may complete my japanese language and teach in waseda shibuya high school. *woot*
i may even apply the jet programme and teach in japan. *double woot*
take that mxoxe! and people who hate teaching yet in that career, you should be ashamed.

oh f*** NOVA collapsed?! it's all jet now. OTL
whatever it is, i hope i get a job once i graduate from stansfield. *can't wait* since i want to put my japanese into good use, i have to go to the best place.

don't worry, hua is not emo.
hua just suddenly realise ~~what she is capable of lol~~ how badly she wants her ambition to come true.

then i turned on the tv and heard this stupid 応援 song; koda kumi's faraway. =0
thank you, you did your 応援-ing just at the right time.

So faraway何かに迷って
自分だけの未来見つけ出してく
I promise you孤独の闇から
自分の居場所を今でも探してる
出来るきっと

Everyday you can do it
懐かしい昨日をうらやむことはやめて
確かな今日を見つめて行こう
I can see歩いてきた道は
間違いじゃない遠回りでも
ゴールは同じ場所だから

人よりゆっくりだけど育んだものを
私は大事にして行きたい
多分だけど…それがいいと思うから

So faraway何かに迷って
自分だけの未来見つけ出してく
I promise you孤独の闇から
自分の居場所を今でも探してる
出来るきっと

どんな人でも捨てられない思い出が
記憶があるって
きっと大切なことだろう
Everything you can do it
誰のためでもない何のためでもないの
この世に一人しかいないmyself

今足りないものはその勇気や自信
プライドで痛みを広げること
それがほんとの望みじゃない

So faraway何かに迷って
自分だけの未来見つけ出してく
I promise you孤独の闇から
自分の居場所を今でも探してる
出来るきっと

わからなくなったら風と一緒に
一つになってみて欲しい
目をつぶって手を広げて研澄ませてみて
何かが見えてくるから

So faraway何かに迷って
自分だけの未来見つけ出してく
I promise you孤独の闇から
自分の居場所を今でも探してる
出来るきっと

歌：倖田來未　作詞：Kumi Koda　作曲：Mitsuki Shiokawa

^ huh? is this for real?
to think i didn't like her, she wrote 応援 songs to my liking.
that koda kumi is becoming more pleasing to my ears now.
strip less and write more 応援 songs ok?

maybe i should be a songwriter then bff should be a composer and we can rule the s-pop world lmao.

and thank you all my friends for being by my side always. <333 to everyone after exams.

edit: i just realised i sound like i'm leaving singapore tomorrow. =X

CATS musical

2009-04-19T01:10:00.008+08:00

the very first time i had to dress up formally to enter a theatre for a live musical,
my very first live musical; awesome!!

the music was so well written.
the live singing was fantastic.
characters and costumes were outstanding.
the settings was so pleasing to my eyes.
and the dance was very well choreographed.

everything was great except my seats. ahh backache!
~~that's why i'm so going the next time they return to singapore.~~
i so swear i'm never getting the cheapest tickets from esplanade theatre, ever.

there wasn't much conversations, a lot of singing and dancing. but the entire musical was oh-so-worth-it! i almost cried towards the end of the show. =0

i want that CATS teddy bear, and it costs like $30. OTL why is it a CATS bear? shouldn't it be a CATS' cat? lol.

i really really love musicals. *woot*

encore films is showing more japanese movies this year. finally, great. now i need to watch that 20th century boys so that i can watch 20th century boys 2. damn it.

also, the woman who asked me to watch handsome suit is ~~DEAD~~ missing.
wheretf are you sally?

THAT day...

2009-04-13T18:49:00.010+08:00

......we watched "confessions of a shopaholic" and did not decide to do the same as she did but somehow we turned into one.

......we went to fancl and the very kind promoter did a free skin-test for us. i'm so glad my skin is actually doing great, so wtf acne, get lost! the whole point is, it's free and she gave us a lot of samples to try after that. *lala* we bought stuffs from faceshop instead. OTL

......my bff paid $126+ for her faceshop products and gave me one part of the membership card. =X hahaha wtf i love you, so so much!!

......we went groceries shopping and surprising spent a bomb on food. trust me, ntuc is a fucking good place to spend money.

......we saw a kid putting his face on the bar of the ice-cream-fridge in the store. yah whatever you call that lol. he jumped after like 3-5seconds. hilarious. lmao!

......my student's mother gave me fuji apples. i was like omg so excited, so back home i told my father the apples are expensive. he was like "no lah". so after 5 minutes he figured out what i was trying to say so he wen on "the apples are from china fuji, not the japan fuji you know". OH. i know there are china fuji apples but like how?

......my father said fuji apple has the taste of strawberry. omfg ish excited! *i wonder what it means though*

......we have good food. we are so used to having good food now i don't even bother taking photos. OTL

......my nose almost dropped. i hate flu.

......i bitched. damned i love bitching!

......i should be studying.

edited: i just realise i have the same title with jos's latest entry. ^.~

this is a fandom post.

2009-04-10T01:02:00.007+08:00

are you freaking kidding me?! 1
oh ayaka! <33
are you freaking kidding me?! 2
i need to re-watch waterboys.

keep reading, to the very very end.

^ the only korean song in my playlist, don't ask me why. o_0;;

no, i'm not a kxpop fan lol.

the reason why i like japan; a lot of singers-songwriters/composers.

..................the reason why i love japan; the crack.

part 2
part 3

part 2
part 3
part 4

part 2

the anime;

am i the only one who thinks >2 of the 5 songs are fucking awesome?

yonimo kimyona monogatari since 1991?!

and there is always johnny's;

arashi-> johnny's.

news-> johnny's

wtf johnny's. 0_o;;
gokiburi to the heaven... ka?

and of course a whole lot more reasons.

now unless the yahoo searches broke down, this is the only song which jxpop rip off cxpop(from 10+ pages of yahoo searches), the rest are the other way around. point proven, get it? if jxpop wants to do rip offs, they will rip from hollywood so ~~super-hardcore-cxpop-fans~~ please get over it. and i thought i was being mean hahaha. i did not say they can't produce good music.

i don't promote jxpop to everyone, turning them into fans.
i don't even tell anyone cxpop rips off a lot even though it's true.
i do ~~over~~ express my fandom sometimes. oh well, too bad.
i'm saying everyone can like what they like and we can like what we like. so people should stop telling us who we should like. we will like them if we want to. the irony part is their idols rip people's songs and they think it's the other way around.o_0;;
it's amazing people take fandom that seriously.

i feel oh-i'm-so-bitchy now lol.

i like them for reasons, but i never want to be them. o_0 they make good dramas, good movies, good bangumi(s) and good anime/manga. good not best. so what else? the songs attract me obviously because they don't always write about love. no love, love, love. they also write about anything else under the sun; family, friends, life, oh and you know, gokiburi! <33

the freaking language is beautiful, i want to complete my jlpt like NOW, i need to complete my jlpt. sigh.

once again, i'm in a love-hate relationship.

oh i think i love my country.

...............orh, okay?

2009-04-08T00:11:00.004+08:00

so i received a letter from my school recently, demanding us to to pay like $7000 for the tuition fees and uol exams fees for year 4. the standard number of modules to be taken is 4 and i'm taking only 2. exams fees is <$2000 for me so i wonder where the 7k came from.

this afternoon one of the admins called again.

ad: hi, you are extending a year right?
me: yes.
ad: i need to inform you that for people taking 1-2 modules, you only need to pay $3210 for the tuition fees.
me: oh?
ad: yes that's right.
me: so the amount of $7000 is?
ad: that's for people taking 3-4 modules.
me: does that amount include the uol exams fees and everything?
ad: yes it does.
me: how about the $3210.
ad: no, that's just the tuition fees.
me: so $3210 DOES NOT include the uol fees right?
ad: no it doesn't.
me: =.=;; oh okay thanks, bye.

okay so the uol fees mounts up to $3000+ for people taking 4 modules.
now trying doing the math with a calculator.
isn't it the same?

i am amazed by the entire bullshit thingy and had a great time laughing it off.
apparently, someone can't do math!

oh internet

2009-03-29T21:18:00.007+08:00

OTL

^ took me around 30 minutes to scratch my head before asking my friend.

my batam trip

2009-03-25T23:07:00.027+08:00

the trip was supposed to be 10/10 but due to some stupid incident, it be 9.5/10. wtf. so we happily left for batam on the 16th and arrived an hour earlier to collect our ferry tickets. we were than told that out hotel, holiday inn did not book the ferry tickets for us. horrified and angry, we raised our voice at anyone we could find. it was so wtf i wanted to kill them if they can't give us a fucking seat. they only managed to settle the problem after an hour when the ferry was about to leave and we were almost late.

it was like 3 days later we discovered that the fault doesn't lie on holiday inn, it was the ferry company, batam fast ferry who confirmed that the booking was made and yet did not seduce the seats for us. i wrote in to complain, demanding an apology(nothing much) and they did not even bother replying my email. great, i'm going to send them an email everyday.

now just let the pictures do the talking.

the best thing in holiday inn ever! the bed was so comfortable!

^ the hotel room was great, this is the first time we had this deluxe suite. woot!

food we had on day one, was expensive but the portion was big so it was ok. the other tables were having fantastic seafood ahh! screw them!

dear friend wants to go wakeboarding lol.

she managed to stand after two tries.

i was playing with this dog besides looking at one ikemen.

^ the views on the taxi; on the way to nagoya hill shopping centre. sorry, crappy.

^ things we bought the most, perfumes. they are so cheap.

^ the views right outside our hotel room.

on the ferry.

by the way my dearest partner made a boo-hoo when we were at nagoya town. we told the same taxi driver to pick us up at 3.30pm and when she walked out of the shopping centre, she happily "hi-ed" one of them outside. so i honestly thought that was her friend because she hi-ed too lively? and still thinking wow, you actually can meet a friend here. so she happily walked towards the taxi.
me: "hey aren't you going to wait for our taxi"
bff: "huh isn't he the one"
me "OMG NO!"
bff: =0
wtf i laughed so hard cause she made the same boo-hoo for a few times.

i didn't miss it that much because i have no idea why haha. but it was great except that i almost can't reach batam.

also,

that day i gave my student a colouring book and a pocky(tidbit). being so sweet, she stuffed a sheet of mickey mouse sticker into my pencil case. aww!! <333 i did tell her i like mickey mouse so im glad she didn't give me the hello kitty ones. phew. but aww i love it. the things came with a lousy plastic bag and she actually cherished the bag so much she carried it around. =0

2009-03-25T23:00:00.000+08:00

i can't help but think some of her fans ~~retarded/omg so critical~~ try too hard sometimes. (refer to comments)

i am not a hater btw.
most neutral/negative comments removed? wow i am impressed. that song IS a remake, so are some of her very popular ones. the moves are so "just dance" and etc. so get over it. being very objective, i think she should put in more effort in her music and singing if she wants to be a singer instead of an idol. being subjective i think cxpop should cut down on remakes. they can do so much better even without remakes.
p/s: thanks to her fans i think i can't un-like her more now.
p/p/s: i'm not trying to say who is better and who is not, no. but i really don't get cxpop sometimes.

anyway my two favourite songs up to date. i just want to blog about it ~~for fun~~ to make myself happier. XDDD i love listening to my mp3 before i sleep, i sleep better that way lol.

written by ayaka for the drama "zettai kareshi". very well written! i love her! <3

remioromen wrote this for "ichi litre no namida", even more well written! <3

also, i am not a koda kumi fan but i am beginning to like her(a little) after she puts in some effort in writing some of her songs.

a while ago this bloody song keeps playing in my head, and it came back a few days ago.

growing old.

2009-03-14T00:32:00.005+08:00

i am lost, no idea where i am heading.
my ears are giving up on me.
my memory is failing on me.
nothing goes into my brain when i study.
i cannot stay up the entire night already.
shopping gives me aches on the legs and back.
i only enjoying doing things like watching movies, musicals, singing karaoke and chilling which involves the minimum footwork.
tom hanks is my favourite actor.
bad temper, please don't tell me i'm having pre-menopause.
on top of everything, you have kids calling you auntie!! =0

the only thing good about it; i'm growing up while growing old.

and something extremely not related,

this page and this page from the latest naruto is full of awesomeness!! <33333
*is excited over nothing*

besides having a social life, yes fandom, YES!!

my new best friend.

2009-03-13T01:08:00.006+08:00

they seriously mean it when it says "2-4 seconds for instant results".

is extremely amazed. muahahahaha!

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okuribito, also known as departures; a dead man film so alive.
it wasn't that artistic, but a film with huge meaning.
simple, neat, nice, unique, meaningful, touching and beautiful.
jos said she never knew funerals can be so peaceful. i say the film is close to my heart.
movie was long but not draggy, very nicely paced. i could totally hear the sound of people taking tissues from their bag, one of them is me. i teared, not cried.

great movie but almost ruined by 2 stupid children from that famous school who couldn't stop narrating the story.
remind me why i hate gv again.

i cannot stop wanting to watch have fun.

2009-03-11T00:49:00.003+08:00

i'm in a love/hate relation with msn.
love;i'm talking to people i haven't seen for ages.
hate;msn kicks me out every night at around the same time.

i'm also in a love/hate relationship with the new ez-link card
love; nothing.
hate; wtf what is the point of giving us $3 extra when i cannot use that amount? they should make that $3 hidden since the old card was like that and it worked perfectly fine. smrt charged me $1.43 for a ride i did not take. =.=

2 movies in 2 days, i love movies.
i watched "he's just not that into you" and it's a good show.
simple, nice and so realistic.

i need to watch more movies! woot all the movies are showing one by one soon!

the good thing about that dragonball movie, the song sang by ayumi.
it is rockish and nice.
since i have already watched the anime like 10 years ago, should i re-read the entire manga?

the best part of dragonball, i can remember almost exactly how to sing the opening song!

at your own risk.

2009-03-05T00:41:00.007+08:00

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so you asked for it yeah? haha now don't cover your eyes.

the one so fucking alive in the noon but dead now.

yes you are right, they are cockroaches. WTF.

the first bloody thing i see in the morning! disgusting dead cockroaches(of all fucking sizes) on the floor and some still alive trying to run for theirs. now can someone tell my neighbours or the pest department to stop spraying pesticide into the rubbish crute?! what is the point of cleaning my dear house if they keep chasing the cockroaches to me? i am horrified/terrified/paranoid/in shock now.

i spent more than 30 minutes chasing any damn thing that is still moving with an insecticide like a mad woman, killing any cockroach i can find of course. sorry but they deserve to die! most terrible day of my life, i was screaming in my empty house. as usual my father had to clear the corpses at night. people who had the rubbish crute outside the house, be thankful for once haha.

no, i am still afraid of them.
i am terrified of anything that tickles me now. call me bloody paranoid but whatever. =0

anyway, allow me to scream again. ARGHHHHHHHHHH!

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watched galileo movie today. nice.

i need to watch more japanese films before my brain gets infested with korean stuffs.

yay for matsuyama kenichi, "L". i need to watch this because his acting is good! XD

the oscar winning film for best picture(foreign), okuribito. i also need to watch this because i want to know how their ceremony goes.

ask me out!

i hate cockroaches.

2009-02-26T23:43:00.004+08:00

yes i spotted cockroaches yesterday, not 1, not 2 but 3 cockroaches. first one was on the floor and it later escaped somewhere, second one dropped on my feet when i attempted to open the cardboard to reach for the insecticide. eww. and the third one was found when i was chasing the second cockroach. wtf.

so i happily killed 2 of them cockroaches in the toilet with litres of insecticide like it was free ~~and left the corpses for my father to clear the next morning.~~ muahahahaha it felt good. i need new insecticide, mine is so wrong it says "baygon mosquito killer" and i manged to kill a lot of cockroaches with it ~~by spraying non-stop~~. hmm. once again, it felt good.

i want to do online shopping. but wtf the websites are loading so damn slow, the picture and everything. starhub must have quarrelled with yahoo taiwan. i will be going to batam(indonesia) for a break. let's just hope i get to shop there too.

my last movie was bedtime stories. =0 what happened to all my movie buddies hello??

and musical friends?!

oh did i mention that singxtel sent me a bill because i owe them $0.02?

i love studio ghibli <3

2009-02-22T23:57:00.006+08:00

my headings have been boring recently. =.=;;

but yes, after watching neko no ongaeshi produced by studio ghibli, i fell in love with studio ghibli once again. <333
the animation was produced in 2002(wtf), sohow did i actually missed it?! it was good by the way. XD

and the song written for the anime was great too. i didn't know this song was japanese but it sounds so nice. does the music for miyazaki's anime all sound like that?

风になる - Ã¨µÄ±¨¶÷

i so need to watch more studio ghibli's works!! ~~i may start buying the bootlegs.~~
also the anime for bleach "turn back the pendulum" has started, finally!! <333

and explain to me again why japanese animation and manga are the best?!
procrastination rocks by the way.

my father is a korean drama fan

2009-02-17T22:00:00.007+08:00

so he bought some oh-so-nice korean dramas and we marathon-ed the entire drama series, On Air, at night for a few nights. it was great! *winks* i can't believe myself.

i'm so in love with the director, lee kyung min and the script writer, seo young eun in the show. park yong ha looks so cute ~~but ugly~~ and attractive in the show ~~and only in the show~~. how sad. =0

ricky lee neely is hot.

i need to finish watching iljimae soon.
gosh, i'm slowing turning into a korean actor fan.

also, full mock is coming and i'm being very stressed up over almost absolutely nothing. yes, w.t.f.
simon says "i'm stressed because i'm not stressed".
well done, i think that's how a few of us are feeling too.
release me from this stress and anger, anyone.

a meaningless post =0

2009-02-13T22:25:00.004+08:00

my black pair of slippers was stolen this morning or whenever before i went to school this afternoon.

this is the first time things get stolen from my house?
hmm i can't understand why cause that pair of slippers was so dirty already. was actually planning to wash it a few days later because i wore it when it was raining a few days ago. =0

although i need to buy a new pair now, thanks for stealing the slippers dear thief! i hope you like the smell. XDDD;;

shirota yuu held my hand hahaha

2009-01-29T01:36:00.003+08:00

in my dream of course. i had a damned weird dream about this pair yesterday.

^ yes this tezuka and ryoma pairing.

don't ask me why cause i didn't think of them at all. neither did i watch PoT yesterday. hmm. it was a good dream afterall. XDDD;; so shirota yuu held my hand in the car. his hands were soft. <3333 yes i need some real fandom.

also, i miss my kids! i haven't had tuition with my younger student for a while so i really miss them.

and i have nothing to blog about.

happy chinese new year by the way!

2009-01-11T22:02:00.006+08:00

to compensate for the previous picture-less/long-winded/bitchy/ranty or maybe boring post, i decided to post some clips here. ^^;;

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the most irritating part about the entire clip is that the singing is actually good. don't you think it sounds almost like the original. 0_o;;

^ thanks xuannie for recommending me those stupid clips. =.=;;

and omg tom hanks!! i love him! <333
he is such a good actor how did he exist! i need to watch all his shows now. XDDD;;

i hate my internet service provider.

2009-01-10T02:08:00.011+08:00

i have been saying this more than 10000 times but i need to say it again.

my old internet service provider was singnet and i changed it to starhub just a few days before 2009 came. singnet was the sole provider long ago and then came starhub. being a very trouble paranoid person i always seek a lot of opinions before doing something, especially when it comes with a contract. yes, all of them claim it is a better choice. stable connection and faster dxl. so 2 days after i changed i realised starhub was fucking slow since mid dec. my friend who-shall-not-be-named told me he wanted to warn me like 2 days before i took the change. well done, 2 days late and i'm tied for 2 years. i used to have a speed of 3mbps and my dxl can load >100kbps. now it's 8mbps and my dxl speed is less than 50 all the time. i think i can actually curse the entire internet server because whichever provider i used it's f***ed up and singnet is actually becoming better/faster after i left. 0_o;;

friends, whichever server i use, don't use it. XDDD;;

here come the real rant;
wtf it's so bloody irritating when you want to do online shopping and all the pictures don't load even after 10 minutes! given such a good speed i expect it to load within one minute but it didn't. dxls are fucking slow it takes ages so i can't do any right now expect for bxt because that's the only one that is actually moving. and starhub doesn't allow me to go here to look purchase tickets hello what the fuckery is that?!!

*breathes*

i need to watch a real musical. high school myu is not that real(sorry don't like lip syncing) and tenimyu is extremely real for its live singing and stage but i need to see a live musical like me being there being a real audience instead of a dvd musical and fangirl. it's such a shame, being a musical fan i haven't been to a real musical. i want to watch phantom of the opera! T.T;;

also, movie week as always. the tv/movie screen can never leave hua's life.
gake no ue no ponyo > twilight period.
the movie wasn't that great. bff and i had a great time laughing in the theatre non-stop. we were practically laughing at the wrong parts of the movie which wasn't funny at all. sorry but bad acting and boring. the only time it started to pick up was the baseball part. i'm not looking forward to the second movie unfortunately.

on the other hand, gake no ue no ponyo is great. sasuga(i can't think of a english for this) miyazaki hayao sensei.
storyline was less interesting than spirited away and howl's moving castle but
the movie was magical,
the seiyuu are love,
the music was great and
the art/animation was awesome! i simply love how he made background art so dead and the foreground art so alive. <333
"opai!" was priceless!
sousuke > ponyo by the way.
(wtf the english seiyuu for howl is christian bale? hello batman.)

2009-01-10T00:49:00.000+08:00

stolen stuff from josephine. it's scarily accurate 0_o;;

Good-natured Realists are warm-hearted, helpful personalities. They do their work conscientiously and have a pronounced organising talent. They often feel they are committed to traditional values. The family in particular is extremely important to Good-natured Realists. Their greatest pleasure is making themselves useful and taking care of other people. But they do not like pushing themselves to the fore; they prefer to fulfil their tasks out of the limelight. Good-natured Realists are real workaholics; they are very reliable and nothing is too much for them when it is a question of completing a project. Thoroughness, conscientiousness and sense of duty are their strongest points. They prefer established and familiar situations to new and unknown situations.

In dealing with others, Good-natured Realists are considerate and obliging; they are always happy to put aside their own requirements in the interest of their family and friends. Their home is mostly very well cared-for, cosy and tidy. Their perfectionism on the one hand and their aversion to delegating tasks on the other hand often lead to them taking on too much both professionally and privately. They cannot stand discord; conflicts make them very unhappy. One could almost describe them as being harmony-addicted - and this sometimes leads them to strongly neglecting themselves and their own wishes because they are unable to bring themselves to put up a fight.

Adjectives which describe your type
introverted, practical, emotional, planning, tradition-conscious, good-natured, self-sacrificing, caring, devoted, friendly, loyal, considerate, reliable, conscientious, loving, quiet, reserved, modest, helpful, objective, hard-working, warm-hearted, communicative, painstaking, altruistic

bold + italic = hell yes. the rest = yes but being humble.

Their greatest pleasure is making themselves useful and taking care of other people.
^ NO?

Good-natured Realist The Good-natured Realist in love
Good-natured Realists like you rarely fall in love head over heels. You approach a new relationship very carefully and guardedly. That has to do with the fact that you are one of the introverted Realists who don’t carry their heart on their sleeve, and you need a little time to warm up. Additionally, you have expectations of what you are looking for, and what you need in matters of love. Before you give your heart away, you want to be sure that your counterpart is the right one. In most cases, that protects you from disappointments - and that is good because deep inside, you have a very vulnerable core that does not easily get over genuine lovesickness. However, you permit yourself to get totally involved once you are convinced that your chosen person is worthy of your love.
^ wtf ENTIRELY YES!

It is the main purpose of your life to care for others. There is nothing that makes you happier than to look after and take care of your partner. It is an easy equation for you: If he/she is happy, you are happy.
^ hello no.
You have a very loving, warmhearted, and generous nature that sees to it that your partner simply feels comfortable and in the best sense in good hands and secure with you. You may not be a person of many words but that is not even necessary. Just because you don’t continuously reaffirm it, whoever is with you will be showered with devotion, care, and attention to the point that he/she won’t doubt your love.

With your fine intuition for your partner’s wishes, how he/she feels, or what he/she happens to need at the moment even before he/she does, nothing brings you greater joy than to make sure that your partner gets it right away (and probably some extra icing on the cake he/she could not have imagined). Hardly any other type engages him/herself as intensely for his/her sweetheart as you do. That almost borders on a willingness to sacrifice. And this also works in matters of sexuality. You’re so intent on figuring out what your partner enjoys, and how you can best make him/her happy, that you often forget that you are supposed to have some fun yourself.
^ hahaha NO.
When you happen to have a headache, it is suspected that you rarely manage to say “no,” correct?

i'm a realist, does that make me karl marx? or whoever i can't remember.

happy 2009

2009-01-02T01:57:00.004+08:00

happy new year everyone!

new year resolution = lose weight!
i need to earn more money, save more money!

i need to thank all my friends, especially my bff for being with me throughout 2008 and never leaving me.
thank you so much for sharing everything with me. be it joy or sorrows, you were there when i needed someone! I LOVE YOU!! <3333

have a great year ahead everyone!
no matter how good or bad 2008 was, 2009 will be better. <3333

the true meaning

2008-12-26T23:55:00.003+08:00

silence is so damned golden.

i had a good and bad day, actually a bad and good day.

9am, there was drilling near my neighbourhod once again. i think it came from upstairs, downstairs or even the neighbourhood. i seriously thought everything has ended last week! are they not done with the drilling yet?! after weeks and weeks. gosh, the sound was so horrible it was ringing in my ears. it drilled then stopped, started drilling, stopped drilling and started drilling. i was so irritated i actually walked around my house to locate the sound. how stupid can i be? they drilled for an hour only sometimes, so my question is does it have to be in the morning?! as hard as i tried, i couldn't sleep at all until they stopped at 10.45am and i thought that was it. NO! it started at 11am again and the amazing thing was i fell asleep although it was as noisy. well done. it was only when i left my house i realise the drill comes from some people living at the second level(i'm at the fifth) and a few blocks away. how synchronising.

movie again lol. second time in 5 days.
i watched bedtime stories, the show only started yesterday btw. =.='' it was good but not that fantastic, i expected more out of it. a lot of things were not explained.
i had a great lunch, great drink and great talk. i love bitching.

what do you think?

2008-12-24T23:06:00.008+08:00

i think i'm fat lol.
i was so bored i started looking at my old photos and :0
yah whatever lol.

anyway my ~~classmates~~schoolmates and i had a small christmas dinner at heeren on monday night. we decided not to dine out on christmas eve because it will simply be too crowded. even monday night was super crowded and we had to squeeze through everywhere we want to go. what happened to monday blues?

we had dinner at shokudo; streets of japan, obviously japanese food. we had curry rice, cha soba, 4 sticks of different yakitori, pizza, agedashi tofu, omelette(however you spell) and my favourite desert. but it's either we ordered too much of it's a little pricey. it was good anyway. XD

dear sk took a secret photo of me while i'm having my calpis soda.

one of the 2 group photos. this is a little too far. yes, right in front of the restaurant.

this one looks so much better. that person has good photo taking skills.

that's me, josephine and sk, together with the christmas tree at the other side of the road and a lot of cars.

another group with the same tree. that's simon and josephine.

i like this because i think i look better in it, although simon is so not smiling.

me with this cutesy cupcake. my photographer, sk loves to take slanted photos.

the 3 wise man?!

i love those fake rabbits. XD

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that's the actual height difference of simon and i, sadly. lol.

this is the nicest decoration of the bunch, too bad the guy didn't take a good picture.

we tried to too.

i can't believe i did this together with sk.

gosh the streets were so damn crowded, i think i said that. it was hot and warm lol but we had great time taking pictures. jos had to leave earlier cause there was a molester lurking around her neighbourhood. we didn't stay too late too because everyone was tired. i had to meet simon again because i had to pass my camera. to express his gratitude he treated me to a movie "the day the earth stood still" by keanu reeves. the movie is ...... it wasn't that good especially the ending. i rather watch bolt again. but keanu reeves spoke chinese in it which sounded funny lol. i don't see the whole point because in the end the chinese man spoke english to him.

i would have posted a picture of the christmas gift josephine gave me but i just remember my camera is with simon. well i will post it up later.

come back soon weiling, i'm so deprived of food haha!

merry christmas and (if i don't blog on 31st)happy new year!!

my stand

2008-12-21T22:22:00.004+08:00

firstly, i agree with this site lol.

yeah right.

so? people are dxling it from somewhere else. i'm a fan of the group but they are not god. i am not for pxixrxaxcxy but i will buy if i want to. sorry but big deal?

i'm glad i didn't have to see her in this fandom a few years back. and i hope she never join wflforums.

2008-12-16T22:12:00.009+08:00

i am such a movie freak.
i went to watch bolt(the superdog) today. what a nice movie to begin my day with. the story is about bolt's journey to find his owner so bolt thinks he's a super dog but he is actually not but he is only a super dog in the movie he is acting in. the voice for bolt is john travolta, one of my favourite actors! ^^ anyway, the movie was funny, sweet and a little touching at the end. the front part where they did the actions was cool too! it's totally like an action movie. thank god i watched the movie in cathay at amk hub and not gv because the sound system rocks completely even though the movie is not one of those that need it.

bolt, mittens and rhino. what a team.

they are cute though. you got to check out rhino in the film.

next movie will be twilight and bedtime stories by adam sandler.

also, i'm trying to be objective here though. as much as i don't like the actor for the korean drama series iljimae, the drama is actually not bad. =.=;; the main character iljimae is acted by popular(i suppose) korean actor, leexjoonxki who looks kind of uxgxlxy to me. sorry ljk lovers.

it's still way better than the local production at 7pm. wtf is with that show?! it's a show full of irritating people who always scream at each other. the villains in the 21st century don't exactly kill, rape or set fires. they play mind games or are simply selfish so they plot against others. sadly a lot of local productions are noisy. it is plain annoying to watch people screaming at people. in chinese we call it 三八 or simple 吥婦罵街(whichever pou that is), in english i believe a simple bitch will explain well enough. yes i do watch them sometimes because i have nothing to do.

lastly, i further confirmed that one of my neighbours who lives sort of directly "above" me is renovating house as of yesterday. there was so much drilling going on since 10am yesterday. it just goes on for like hours and stop for like minutes and the process just repeats itself. why are these people so damn rich to always renovate their houses? or are they just moving in?

gosh, thanks to them i need to sleep early like now?! so that i will wake up early instead of being waken up by the drilling. i hate not being able to sleep in late during holidays. i hate drilling noises, it's irritating and freaking hair ripping argh. i am so going to take a long damn walk if it happens again tomorrow. and so i am going to sleep now. good night.

attraction(s)

2008-12-10T00:06:00.020+08:00

i'm addicted to english movies. i can't stop watching them lol. 0_o i have been walking around cd shops lately and looking around for titles i can buy. a while ago, i bought "i now pronounce you chuck and larry" DVD and just this afternoon, i bought "wild hogs". these shows look kind of gay to my father and he was like "whuut" when he watched it. i want to buy spiderman, batman + the dark knight, pirates of carribean and 21. seems like it's never enough.

i watched wild child today. a show with weird timings. but it's a teenage, simple, sweet and nice movie. xuannie called it the bitchy movie though. and we are so freaking attracted to the hot guy in it.

alex pettyfer!! isn't he like omfg HOT?!

more alex pettyfer. another omfg hot picture.

omg HOT body. XD

also, i started watching seigi no mikata yesterday. i couldn't help it but find hongo kanata omfg CUTE.

he is not that cute here but cute anyway.

aww.

both of them are borned in the year 1990. yapari asians and caucasians look different. i think i'm attracted to young guys kyaa!!!
say YES to fandom!

i did some brainstorming yesterday. i always brainstormed before i go to sleep. it's like self-reflection, it's really a good way to reflect on my actions these past few days, months or even years. my brain works really well before i sleep. and there is this very weird part of me where i always remember things, more of the wrong things and i will always feel guilty even after years. i'm sorry i don't forgive and forget, even to myself.

i don't know why but i come to realise that investing on cellphones is so meaningless(at least for me and bff). (it was like a light bulb blink.) if you are interested, i was actually thinking about the amount of money i wasted in my entire life till now.

well as you know i am not a millionaire and i don't have the time and money to literally "chase" after the latest models, designs and functions of phones. they are being released even faster than dvds. i already got my lesson learnt by the way.

like my father always say, the phone can have 10000 functions, but how often do you use it? true enough, i touch my phone less than 12 hours a day. up till now, no matter how good the damn phone is, i only use it to call and sms or at the most take pictures of my lovely students. by the way my father is always worried i waste money on phones. and i don't! =.=;;
i have to admit, i used to want the good phones. but good is never enough isn't it?
i can go for phones because of the designs but they release something even prettier after less than a month which make me want to strangle myself.
internet? well i have a computer. i don't surf on small screens.
camera? i have my own camera and loving it.
mp3? seriously i rather use my own mp3.i actually have this wonderful mp3 phone but i will always remember to bring my mp3 when i'm out. if it breaks down, i'm buying a new one straight.
oh maybe it's just me not liking to combine functions. like mp3 for audio, camera for pictures, phone for calling and dslite for games.

yes phones don't attract me, dude. hahaha.

besides that, i can only think of fandom? but my fandom is super in control now that i'm older. so no worries at all. i'm happy spending my money on food, clothes, fandom, anime, mangas, hair and more food hehe. it's kind of weird, but sometimes i just wonder why i am broke. too much fun in life. like real fun. i'm sure people know me by now. i'm a practical and down-to-earth bitch and i'm so loving it.

if you have noticed i just need to vent my thoughts as my bff is not around. so this is my new friend for 3 weeks.

oh yes, i had a freaking nightmare that night.
i dreamt of my father out of job(like forever) that's a nightmare ok?! my father loves his job by the way. and my grandmother giving me money again. she is always giving me money in my dreams. i wonder what message she is trying to send. =.=;;

anyway, back to my fandom.
i think i will create an incest if i am in japan or usa. how in the world can so many hot guys exist in one freaking place?!

being sick and feeling "sick"

2008-12-07T18:22:00.027+08:00

i have so many things to talk about.

my bff is going to africa today or rather now. she is already on the plane. oh man! i swear i am going to die. there will be no one to share all my nonsense for 3 weeks. but there will be no one to understand your nonsense too baby!!

we spent the entire week together. can you imagine that?

first, we had pizzahut at bishan on monday which gives us food poisoning. mine started on tuesday and i had fever, diarrhoea and some weird cramps for the whole week. wtf. my friend's started one day later than mine and so ended one day later than mine. stupid right?! we spent the entire week ~~shitting~~taking medicines ok!!

i also spent the night at the place on wednesday and had "fun" on thursday. guess what we spent the entire night playing this stupid game on ds introduced by xuannie. you are a genius by the way(to have found this game). it's called "girl's side first kiss". as silly/girly as the game sounds, it's a chasing guys game. so basically you chase the guy in the game. =.=;;

this is hazuki kei, the main character of the game. his seiyuu is rukawa kaede from slam dunk!

he is fucking hot ok!!

this is chibi kei!! isn't he cute?! i'm so in love in this rather than that hot guy. actually both.
(took this from my cellphone so quality is bleh)

she is chasing this guy now. whatever the name lol. like she so don't want to but she has already got kei in the first game so yah for the challenge.

the most exciting part of the game is you get to "touch" hazuki kei, or maybe the other guys. you see, when he is in love with you, he likes you touching him. we screamed when he gives us like 5 hearts as we touch him. it simply means he likes it. so much for "i don't want to play this stupid game". and my weiling showed no reaction when she touched the other guy, so forced to chase that guy. this game is bloody addictive, i'm getting a dslite or wii.

i can't remember when i took this, seriously. but it's in her car cause the sunset was so bright we can't see.

our favourite dessert at shokudo. it's nata-de-coco with lots of mango, i can't remember the name.

this stupid woman trying to do a center parting.

we sang on wednesday! i almost forgot. don't ask me about thursday, i don't quite remember a thing except for eating? i have been figuring out how to make my stomach feel better all the time. we kept running to the toilet and so basically all we did on thursday was to eat. friday? we were grounded by ourselves. forced to cook some light dishes for the sake of my stomach. sadly, it still hurts until now. i swear i won't step into that place again. ever.

yesterday i woke up with a shock of my life.

sasuke!! T.T;; my sasuke's hand broke.

i bought new speakers. bloody hell, it broke down and i was "muted" from the computer for a week.

we went for seoul garden on the day itself cause we feel like having it. i believe we are idiots because who goes for seoul garden when you are not feeling well. you don't get to eat "good and delicious"food like that when you are sick. it's called the "table barbecue people" so you eat a lot of barbecued food and soup. we drank lots of soup though.

then we had the funny experience.
we reached home at 6.30pm and i already want to call her out for supper. i didn't do that cause we just parted hello? i think she was feeling so bored that she couldn't take it anymore so she sms-ed me at 10pm asking me out for supper. we headed for the hk cafe after that. one thing is recently we really had a lot of telepathy, whatever shit is in my head it's in her head as well. like when she said royal, we thought of the same thing. scary.

destination, tong shui cafe for some hk food, like we always do. i really think we are idiots because we were still sick omg!! what's wrong with us?! i actually told her we need to go somewhere with toilet because we need it. what if we had to use it and we can't find it? always well prepared is good.

anyway, i brought my camera along too because it's called the "last supper before she goes africa" hehe.

we look super tired here. 2 sick people.

being a milk tea freak that's my one and only drink in the cafe, iced hk milk tea. it's so good, the best milk tea so far.

she is trying to act slutty here. idiot.

my must have from the cafe too, called soup of the day haha. until now i don't know the exact name but it's so good. tomatoes, tofu, mushrooms and eggs. besides the mushrooms, the rest are my favourite for soup. now i can't have this for 3 weeks.

the toast is famous in the cafe. they mean business when they say butter with sugar toast. look at the amount of sugar.

stealing my soup happily.

when we reach home, guess what? we still miss each other!! so we decided to meet again but this time on msn and what do we do? we personal favourite hobby again.
we watch the ellen degenerous show on youtube. the ones showing in singapore are too slow so youtube is good for keeping me updated. no kidding, we watched till 4.30am in the morning. the power of ellen. =.=;;

this is freaking funny.

i love this with paris hilton.

and chris matthews is so cute lol.

yes, ellen, yes!! i love ellen lol. this stupid woman(my bff i mean) keeps telling me to write to ellen so that ellen will give us a wii, a ps3, a dslite or maybe a xbox like what she always gives away on her show. we even want to do a laugh.dance.cure photo shoot and send ellen. how crazy can we get! we may just do it you never know, being as crazy and idiotic as we are.

i'm going to miss you baby!!

about stupid people

2008-11-27T21:19:00.007+08:00

stop sharing your music people!!
some inconsiderate people share their music on buses, trains or even everywhere!
so apparently they play their music/songs from their cellphones loudly when they feel like it. most of them are sadly, uncles and teenagers.
and stupid teenagers like to practice singing on buses!! i have got that like more than 2 freaking times. go to a ktv if you want to sing. if you are broke, sing at home. do the things that are supposed to be done at the right place dude. gosh why are the people such attention seekers now?

and please note that not all people listen to the same type of music. it's subjective. it's not like i can choose not to listen to it. we are on the same bus and i can't shut my ears so you shut your speakers please. so it's bloody irritating that i have to listen to your song when i don't want to. this stupid trend, whichever idiot started it, has become the worst trend ever. one word, rude.

also, i absolutely hate hotmail.
what in the world happened to them? it used to be user friendly and now it's sucks to the core. mozilla doesn't allow me to read emails because whichever i click, it's just not moving. and using hotmail in IE is a disaster. yes, it is because it is so slow my entire computer hangs. the settings are so screwed up sometimes and it's not stable. while gmail is working their way up, hotmail is working their way down. way to go.

there is this thing about teachers and lecturers i hate.
they hate me, for no reason.
most of my lecturers treat me like i am invisible. although i'm not the least interested to become teacher's/lecturer's pet, i don't need such hatred. do they hate me because i'm super lazy? or they just hate my face? i believe i don't look arrogant, do i? even my corporate finance lecturer gives me a hard time when it comes to giving notes. he refuse to give it to me.

even when i was younger i got targeted by teachers for no reason. i still remember very clearly when i was in primary 5, some classmate of mine made this joke and the whole class laughed. i was called up and sort of "lectured" by the teacher. wtf? in secondary school i was targeted for a good reason at least. i was the top scorer in school for mathematics lol. that's fame.

my grades may not be the best in school now but hey, i paid the school fees ok?!

2008-11-19T01:54:00.004+08:00

counting down to december, which is my 3 weeks holidays!!
it's just too bad before the holiday starts i actually have a mock test. it's a half mock anyway so i guess it wouldn't be a big problem. i'm surprised i'm not the least nervous. yah, it's not like i'm having exams for the first time in my life.

and guess what? weiling will be in africa the 3 weeks during my holidays. fantastic timing. it may get so serious that i really turn into a full form otaku after she comes back. =.=;; i will just make full use of this time to sleep! i'm always tired i don't know why. time to get decent sleep and have decent fun, although i always have a fair share of fun. i will learn how to cook some dishes during the 3 weeks, hopefully lol.

and yes, i am broke.

right now, i'm a bored otaku.
you see, i'm a lonely fangirl who has no one to share the fandom with and i'm going crazy.
so, i blog to release. seriously you don't have to read what's below if you are not interested. it's going to bore you to death anyway lol.

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i got back my tenimyu and bleachmyu fandom like one week ago. isn't that great! i have lost it in 2006 or 2007 but i'm happy i found at least a fandom back. life is so boring without fandom. i have missed like 2 or 3 musicals each from both musicals in 2 years. and before i knew it, dream live 5th is out, wtf how sad.

now i feel so nostalgia when i watch tenimyu, especially the old cast from different schools all the way to rokkaku.

this is like my fav in the myu.

i think you won't get it if you didn't follow. ahh i miss the old cast! i'm so going to re-watch all my dvds again.

and bleach myu is OMFG awesome. the first one was sort of bleh to me, but by the 3rd musical it's already very good!! i'm so loving it. sorry if you think it's corny haha i know some people think they are bleh.

this was one of my favourite songs because i like the ending.

this is like my favourite version and just when i got used to it, bankai 002 version came out.

the bankai code 002 version.
now it's getting very long. i seriously wonder how much more can they add in.

i have been wondering for a while. most the myu actors look like they jumped out from the manga itself, how do they do that!

tosen and gin are great dancers, but i just can't stop laughing when they start dancing like suddenly.

my favourite opening.

i absolutely love the myu concerts simply because they do a lot of stupid things and crack funny jokes. end of fandom. <3

2008-11-11T01:38:00.006+08:00

for once in my life i found something i totally loathe. i need to say this.
i hate migraine.
i hate migraine.
I HATE MIGRAINE.

3 days straight alreadt since saturaday and i need to say it again,
i hate migraine.

the description given at dictionary.com is so damned accurate; it says
"mi·graine (mī'grān') Pronunciation Key
A severe recurring headache, usually affecting only one side of the head, characterized by sharp pain and often accompanied by nausea, vomiting, and visual disturbances."

yes the back of my brain was in pain, my head was spinning and i felt nauseous.
everything is brighter than usual and i just wanted to puke. it's not just painful pain, the best description for the pain was "hair ripping" pain. i moaned in agony. i can totally rip off my brain at that moment. wtf i rather have stomache for like 10 days. at least i know what to do to my stomach to stop the pain. now what is going to happen to me when i'm old.

i miss tenimyu(random blogging)

2008-11-08T00:32:00.005+08:00

thanks to shiozawa, i re-visited the tenimyu website(after a long long time) and i got a shock.

http://www.tennimu.com/
^it's so beautiful now. i mean it's so much better than the old link, definitely.

and wtf is tenimyu performing in korea and taiwan?! i'm so outdated. they should come here.

castlist here by the way.
i am actually confused by the change of cast since i am out of the fandom for a long time. there is the 4th and 5th seigaku cast acting in one musical? that's just a small part because they change cast after a few seasons. but the cast from hyotei has been changed? i am not a fan of atobe so i didn't like kato kazuki. now i love him, together with the rest of the old hyotei cast. best atobe ever.

i should be buying some dvds soon, since this fandom has dropped and things are getting cheaper. bloody hell, since the fandom has dropped why are they still branching out to taiwan and korea?!

half mock will be in december but i want to start watching naruto and tenimyu!

meaningless raves & i think i hate CF

2008-11-05T22:46:00.012+08:00

i absolutely hate the corporate finance lecture as well as the lecturer ~~as much as i pity him~~. there can't be any lecture as bad as this. 3/4 of the class, i'm not kidding anyone but yes 3/4 of the class were either busy sleeping/dozing off or just talking to each other. i actually belong to the 1/4 class, i stone. you know i tried very hard to listen to the lecture but i can't! nothing goes it at all, i can't freaking understand a word, not to mention a sentence.

he uses powerpoint slides to teach, that's the first boring part. he reads from those slides, erm yah he does like totally. he is super monotone. i can't believe there is someone who speaks like he is telling you to sleep. that's worse than my maths lecturer, swami, at least i recover after i got lost for a while. so yah i don't see whats the freaking point of going to his lecture when i come back after 3 hours every wednesday and i still have no more than zero knowledge of a corporate finance topic. i might as well read up the notes or study guides myself and save a lot of time and money on transportation.

my friend has the best method to solve it, she left after 1.5hours. well done jos, i sincerely admire you! during the lessons my classmates who were sitting in front of us will turn around, look at us and laugh because we are all doing what the 3/4 are doing. at the end of it, they will ask me "what did you learn today?" or "do you understand what he says?". i think i'm infamous but whatever lol.

another meaningless ranting.
i hate to say this but i am putting on weight endless. i don't want to cut down on food cause that's so not me. yah sigh. will try to exercise.

i'm getting my fandom back!! recently i just feel that i have no time for myself. i can't find time to do my otaku activities like watching tv for 5 hours and so on. now very healthy i know lol. i'm always meeting people, giving tuitions and if i have time i will sleep because i'm always tired. i'm happy with the first 2 but i feel i can cut down on the last. i want to watch tv!!

yesterday, i was reading bleach and naruto manga. gosh. you have to say they are great!! i love japanese manga! nothing other than that impress me yet. reading it makes me miss the old naruto so much i'm going to watch episodes 1-130 for the nice and nostalgia stuffs.

spoilers; akatsuki is finally attacking konaha like after so long, a war has finally started! yes!! finally it's progressing. every time something like that happens the hokage dies. damn it, please don't die, tsunade because i hate the idea of strong and important people dying. jiraiya died and i was so devastated i almost gave up naruto. please give me a good ending. and naruto please stop going for training. FIGHT!

for bleach, oh my god i love everything about bleach! everything! the characters, the fightings, the jokes and even those random stupid people. so far there is no character i don't like. oh yes there is, there is orihime. sorry orihime lovers, but i can't exactly stand her. every time i see her face i can feel the whole manga slowing down like ".....................". yes it does. but it's getting into some meaningful fight now, yeah go ahead!
i'm raving like some stupid fangirl lol.

a while ago, 2008 FORMULA 1 GRAND PRIX was held in singapore(sorry late post). i managed to catch it on national tv, sadly or happily. i heard the place was crazy. but it was good. i wasn't a fan of F1 but i finished watching the whole race. i think i raved about it already. =.=;;

some fantastic photos taken by my cousin who was there to watch the race.

my darling lewis hamilton is the overall winner lol!

anyway i love my new blog link, i think it sounds good. the old one was too boring, so i changed it.

2008-11-02T22:49:00.009+08:00

i got my computer back! apparently the psc broke down and i managed to get it fixed with the help of weiling. xin ku ni le lol.

anyway, a while back we celebrated her birthday together with her friends. it was awesome. i mean our lunch, followed by aimless wondering around town and then some puris then dinner. we had seoul garden, its barbecue buffet. i'm missing it already.

not that it's obvious, but we were on the train.

dinner at seoul garden. yes food!!

more food!!

one of the many cam-whoring pictures.

birthday girl.

us! in the karaoke! now singing has become one of our weekly hobbies. damn it.

i feel like i can sing forever and never get enough of it. this is bad, i have overspent 200% this month. i'm still in the spending mood so i can't be bothered what i buy or spend on. it's mostly food anyway.

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oh yes, my kind bff lent me her laptop ~~which was ridiculously slow~~ when my computer broke down. it was kind of funny. i had a great time playing with the wallpapers.

from the coutesy of xuannie, i got that photo in my mousepad. if you have no idea who they are, it's yamapi and ryo.

this is my bff's laptop which i borrowed for days when my comp was down. i set that wallpaper which drives her completely crazy.

i want to blog something, as in type something but i'm brain dead now. geez.

2008-10-20T00:39:00.006+08:00

just when i feel damned rich,
my fan has to break down,
my computer has to die on me,
my TV has decided not controlled by us.
they just have to happen at the same time. i'm so freaking pissed off.

there is this word known as plans. i need to do a lot of things and now i can't even buy a bottle of slimming pills in peace, dude. argh. time to re-plan, dude.

youtube-ing time again. i was looking for videos of lewis hamilton, my new found love lol. nothing much actually, the videos are kind of boring except for this and the insert song in the cm(which is slighty entertaining).

lewis and fernando alonso.

this song keeps playing in my head like woah. especially the line "be careful what you wish for cause you just might get it". i love that line, though i can't explain why.

i swear i hear boobies, not groupies.

i still think it's boobies. i rather take boobies btw.

it has been a long time since i listen to j-pop. it has been english songs only.

i miss my fandom.

2008-10-14T00:11:00.004+08:00

i finally have the time to blog.

the ellen degenerous show is back!! wahaha! finally i have something to do on weekdays. ahh ellen!! too bad i'm busy now, will need to catch the repeat telecast in the morning. but but, she is interviewing some olympics medalist winners!!! i am so deprived.

oh yes, the china version of PxOxT on crunchyroll is f***ing hilarious and gay, yes i think it is.
HERE
i am so sorry bit it's funny. like i can't stop laughing at even the non-funny parts. OMFG. hahahaha!! sorry the japanese cast is way better.

anyway, my comp broke down officially. yes i can't turn it on anymore. of course i knew this day will come and it just came like wth. will try to get it fixed asap but right my my wonderful bff lent me her laptop so you can still see me around. ^^;;

will upload some pictures when i'm free. my body clock is twisted now and i'm tired every single day. i need a life.

2008-10-01T01:35:00.005+08:00

i forgot to rant about this stupid mad man who i met last week.

last week was a terrible week. you heard me, terrible plus horrible. i met a mad man everyday for the whole of last week. how ~~fucking suay~~ unlucky can i be? luck has been really down for me though. but i guess i just cannot take it positively until this week.

ok let me explain to you.
i was walking home and while my friend was throwing something into the bin after crossing the road, a mad man came over and scolded me right in the face. he didn't just scold but pointed and put his middle finger on my face. dude, get lost. i was scared of course, i can really feel my heart pumping so hard wtf. the wise thing to do is walk off as fast as i could. i can't possibly stand there and scold him back right? wtf he followed a while before going off in another direction. my friend said most likely i resemble someone. another said he got retrenched. that was tuesday for me.

wednesday, one guy behind me(on the bus) was singing through out my whole journey home. that was pretty fine considering he didn't do bad things to me to threaten my life.

thursday and friday, things got better compared to tuesday. i can't be bothered to explain much lol.

well, people around me are becoming bad tempered and i guess it's either the weather or the people. most likely the combination of both. one of the bad tempered ones was me for last week, still as shitty this week though. bad! because when bad things happen, i vent my anger on money. which actually leads to a lot of spending. oh well, it's way better than venting my anger on myself eh?

and please, my room is becoming a home for the bugs as well. WTF! stop biting me! i am serious. every time i try to sleep, i can't because it's so itchy. it's not one bite but it's all over my legs. despite spraying the insecticide, burning the mosquito coil(which almost killed me), cleaning my entire bed, i still get bitten. damn it. finally it was ok after i manage to kill 2 of the flying bugs or whatever it is. i don't even know what's that!

2008-09-29T00:06:00.012+08:00

a normal sunday afternoon,
tuition cancelled(yay!),
so i slept till 2pm(as usual).
went to chinatown with my father, bought dvds and food.
extremely happy with what we have bought.
we were figuring out which is the best way to go home and bus 167 came along(167 don't usually take that route so we were rather shocked but happy when we saw the bus) the route was changed due to the F1 race in singapore!

and you know, the first ever F1 night race was held in singapore like a few hours ago.
it was truly amazing. well done hua, a new found hobby after 28 sept 2008. i was not interested in F1 at all because first of all, i can't drive and i don't have a fandom for cars. so basically, i just don't get what's the big fuss about.

however, ~~i find lewis hamilton hot~~ the cars are so cute on the track! they looked like toy cars on tv and it's amazing when they race. i don't have a fandom for the sound(although most people like it) in fact i find it annoying. watching it live(not live as in live on tv but in real) would be a bad idea i think because ~~the tickets worth 1000bucks~~ the track is being blocked by buildings and so on, since our track was initially roads. but i find the driving skills interesting so yes, i watched the entire race of 61 rounds around singapore that lasted for about 2 hours on national tv tonight. woot. i didn't miss history.

also, i watched kurosagi in cinema. it's so freaking boring. i am a yamapi fan girl, not a huge fan but the movie is not worth watching. i feel like i have wasted my time and money? and we sort of fell asleep. so, the conclusion, don't watch it.

i took a photo with "yamapi" anyway.

i am so in love with my kids! not my kid as in my student(she killed me), but my student's siblings.

the 8 or 9 months old baby. gave me a lot of trouble while i took care of him a few months ago. he cried because he was looking for his mother who took my student to school. but not anymore now. muahahahaha!! he loves to play with my hands and can obviously recognise me now. he is always smiling at me waiting for a reaction. XDDD;;

a "botak" yang yang. i think he was 6 or 7 months then.

and his hair grew after a few months, obviously. kyaa so cute!! i am so in love with his hair! it's soft and the head is round.

this is the sweetest little girl i have met. she is 2.5years old she likes to play with me i swear. because she is always peeping if i have finished tuition and if i had, she will bring her toys to me immediately or sing to me. she is always selfless because she always gives me food and "feed" me before eating them herself. there was once she "plucks" grapes for me like give me one, she eats one. it's kid of shameful because as an adult i should be doing it for her. well, i did it for her for like the first time and she understood immediately. i like her, i really do, most likely because she is not my student yet.

that hello kitty is her doll named "na-na". she makes me hug na-na everytime. she looks like some korean kid though from her hair and face(in real).

for some reasons, the 2 of them are very strong! they can carry things that are considered heavy at their age.

all photos are secretly taken(by my student) with very bad lighting, of course after my tuition.

2008-08-25T00:03:00.003+08:00

38 world records,
85 olympics records.
this signals the end of the beijing olympics 2008 as well as the start of a boring year 3.
*cough*nightmare begins because results will be out next week and school will start the week after.

once again, did you watch the olympics?
4 years wait just for this 16 days. i think it's worth it considering the records broken.
i will have to say the 2008 olympics is awesome! china really did a great job in the opening and closing ceremony of the olympics! the performances were great and the fireworks were amazing!! i can't believe they used so much fireworks. i love them! oh well, everyone loves fireworks eh?

the athletes were good, like amazing, awesome and whichever good word you can use. they are more than just humans.

there were 1.47million volunteers for the ceremony and that's like 1/3 of my country singapore. well done china, i believe your population is exploding now, i really do.

now i have huge liking for basketball, soccer and track and field after the games! i always loved basketball(though i can't play)thanks to slam dunk. now i love it more. <3 and i always though soccer was boring, but now i find it fun with ronaldinho. thanks bff.

one thing for sure my bff and i were screaming like mad people when we were watching the basketball matches. the games with USA were great, especially the last game for gold with USA and Spain. they can do wonders and tricks when it comes to basketball. sorry i mean USA lol. i guess it was an all star team this time round that's why. but they are freaking good!! are they humans?! kobe bryant!!

once again, is he human??

the next olympics will be in 2012. argh 4 years later but i am looking forward!
i think i really fell in love with ~~kobe bryant, chris paul, anthony, ronaldinho, chris bosh and all the bloody good players~~ sports.

tuesday blues

2008-08-12T23:31:00.004+08:00

this is the way where everything went freaking wrong! except my hair.

first, i went to the post office to send something obviously. ok, nothing really happened on the way. XD

anyway, after that i went to buy earphones because mine died on me. the left ear has no sound anymore damn it. so i bought this pair of panasonic earphones which cost me $19. my previous panasonic lasted me for more than 3 years which i thought was great! and i realise it was too short!! DAMN IT! i am so angry with myself! should have just bought back the exact same type.

i took bus 36 to marine parade to look for my hairstylist, she is an auntie though but i like her cuts so yah. i got so lost on the way because i didn't really know where to alight. yvonne said look out for the parkway parade sign and i just cannot see it! so guess what happened? i took the bus all the way to changi airport!! the airport!! it's damn far and big!! there are like 3 terminals and i just don't know which to alight. omg i panicked so much cause i am super unfamiliar with the place and it's not like you can easily find a bus there. after i alight the bus, i realise if i just stay on the bus i can go back to the place i want to because the bus goes in circles. well done.

one of the passengers on the bus actually gave me the wrong directions. =.=;;

my hair appointment was at 11am and i reached at 1pm. but i managed to get my hair done. now it's flat, cause of the straightening. who cares, i can wash a few times after it become normal and natural.

my right hand hurts like hell i think it's because of the usage of the computer. (i use it for a living.) and my right eye has been twitching since 10am int he morning i can't take it anymore. it's damn irritating!! must be lack of sleep, strain on the eye. argh!

~~some of my spree-ers are driving me nuts! i mean it.~~

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did you watch the olympics? it's great!!
after the olympics started, i took a liking or shocking interest in soccer and basketball. oh well, i love basketball as much as i can't play due to the influence of slam dunk. i just cannot play basketball. but anyway the match between china and usa was so amazing although china lost 31 points(i think) in the end. usa was so good!! and the play was fantastic! i never knew those moves in slam dunk can be real when you look at the slow motion. this is crazy. gosh! why are these people so damn good? the girls on the other hand, are kind of boring to me.

and i always thought soccer was boring. it turns out quite interesting to me though. like how they play with tactics. but the attacks are much slower than basketball, which i think is why it's still slightly boring.

i don't know how to end this post but erm watch the basketball matches lol!

OMFG?

2008-07-31T00:28:00.008+08:00

OMFG!!
yes like literally.

http://ent.sina.com.cn/f/v/wangquiwz/index.shtml
click and scroll down at the expense of your eyes.
now i love every single cast in the japanese myu. ~~a cxhxixnxexsxe speaking txexnxixpxuxrxi wtf~~ in celebration of the olympics huh?
the cast looks damn old btw. lol! mada mada dane hahahaha!! sorry was just imagining how the other language will sound like.

(anyway pardon me for all the xxx, i don't want anyone to type anything related to PxoxT and find my blog and i get bombed all over.) low profile blogger. XD

sorry overreacted.

but OMFG. really.

random: omg ohno??!! you killed me! your image in me i mean.

more random:
sayang sayang is so nice, why can't i find it on youtube?

ouch baby!

2008-07-25T00:46:00.013+08:00

tioman horror, the only tioman horror.

WHAT THE TOOT!

same toe by the way.

anyway if you cannot tell, it's a freaking tear(i couldn't spell this word until i check dictionary.com. like isn't that tears?) from the toe nail. i thought it was a small cut towards the bottom of the toe initially, and put plaster on it. damn it i put on the wrong place and almost tear my skin off. yah ouch.

showing off some puris like seriously.

only the pretty ones(i think) are shown.

ahh, regional genius yeah?

and yes, genius is bored.

2008-07-23T12:53:00.004+08:00

the first time in my entire life i actually like my tanned/toned skin colour and i actually like being dark, a little. ^^ ~~of course it is because i got it from the tioman sun!~~ yah crap. i'm just happy it's toned and not that dark.

and the first time in my entire life i am writing a wishlist. =.=;;

01. digi camera (CASIO EXILIM EX-Z77) is good enough
02. DS LITE or ps2

only 2 but they are freaking expensive you know?! not to mention i am saving up for another trip. the purpose here is save up first and i can go anywhere after that, including japan.

03. rebond my freaking hair
04. dye my hair
05. and etc. i will fill them in soon.
edited lol! well two wishes are never enough.

argh! money money money, why can't i just strike lottery?

back from PARADISE

2008-07-17T21:19:00.024+08:00

i'm back!!! back from berjaya tioman!!

weiling(my bff) and i had great fun! took lots of photos and did a lot of things which almost got ourselves blacklisted by berjaya. i'm so happy i need to type this whole entry very detailedly. one word, fantastic.

day 1
our bus was at 6.30am, and of course we had to reach the DFS at orchard before that. so what we decided to do was to not sleep. extremely wrong step. at about 4am we couldn't take it anymore so we went to take an hour's nap and force ourselves to wake up at 5am. empty streets, i am glad we managed to find a taxi. after a long coach ride(about 4hours), we finally arrived at the ferry terminal.

as you can see, we look damn tired on the coach.

the "cafe" we stopped at for a break after 2 hrs.

me looking damn tired.

us looking damn tired haha. this is the ferry terminal, not like it's obvious. the guy was asking if we are twins XD

the ferry we hate most. in fact, that's the only bad thing in the whole trip. wtf it was so freaking cold i woke up in the middle of my sleep trembling.

camwhore.

perfect seat, the emergency exit. because i was so scared i will die.

this is tekek village, the stop we alight for berjaya. beautiful place!

the "omg YES!! we finally reached!!" face. we were on a bus to the resort.

our small hut. as you can see we erm took this a few days later.(the inside is messy)

this was when we came.

super neat and clean.

here we go, camwhores.

and again.

i believe this is the trekking place. but we didn't go cause we didn't bring sports shoes.

beautiful right? the sun and the sea.

the clear water.

retarded pose.

things ppl do at the beach.

a nice lady took it for us. we saw her everywhere we went after that. it's like when we step out of our room, she steps out of her room too.

the sun is damn bright can.

jump! i thought was pretty.

my retarded bff, check out her face.

ignore the fats and it's a good photo.

expensive buffet dinner.
this is like the sleepiest dinner we ever had? we were practically dozing off!! and to be honest, i don't even remember what i ate that day for this dinner.

that's the drink we had at the lounge. long island tea and lime juice. once again, i can't drink.

by the time we reach the place it was 3.30pm and we couldn't do anything because we were dead tired. wanted to book the snorkeling trip for 3 islands but the 9.30am slot was fully booked. we could have gone for the 2pm trip but well, only the two of us so we can't go. we actually told the guy to "die die" squeeze us into the 9.30am slot. you should have seen his face, he looks weird and constipated? (he is the guy who taught me pool after 2 days.) we decided to stay put with our free snorkeling since it's free after asking so much. first trouble caused.

day 2
snorkeling day! it was crazy and i mean it. for your information, i can't swim and i am very scared of water. and damn it, the instructor did not give us enough time to be mentally prepared and just say go. like wtf? (this stupid instructor later told me to be his gf which i rejected so i just call him my ex-bf. oh and he happen to be the youngest/better looking one how nice.)

i believe you can tell we just woke up right? we were having breakfast though.

the island we snorkel to.

getting ready.

i was screaming when i went into the water because i cannot touch the ground! i can't swim! and i really thought i was going to be washed away by the current and die. so i grabbed my bff, together with the ex-bf so freaking tightly that my bff was screaming back at me. we were literally going crazy by screaming at each other in the water with the ex-bf not understanding a word because we were screaming in chinese and he is malay. i believe he must be amused and irritated by us.
bff: take the bread for me!
me: no no i can't swim. ahh!!
bff: TAKE THE BREAD FOR ME!!
me: ahh! i'm scared.
the screaming went on for like 15minutes? second trouble caused.

the bread was given to feed the fishes but when she passed me the bread i lost it immediately. how sad, i didn't get to feed them. i got bitten by the fishes instead. perfect ex-bf didn't help at all but just look at us. i choked like ten thousand times on the nose and in the mouth. the fun part was when we were "abandonded" by the rocks both of us were going all over the place because of the waves. we can't even stand or sit still, so the waiting becomes "ahh", "omg", "ohh".

before we set off the person says it will be 30 minutes, we came back after 3 hours.
i guess we were supposed to leave but this raman guy came along. although i don't understand what they were saying, i guess it was "this two stupid woman kept screaming non stop, what's their freaking problem. save me now". so this raman actually said our life vests were too loose. great, no wonder i choked. oh yes, while he was adjusting weiling's, the strap of the life vest broke haha. i broke the goggles because i bit too hard, just super nervous. bff's life vest broke, my goggle broke. third trouble caused.

anyway, raman brought "jaslynda" to skin dive while i snorkel with "ex-bf". i actually forgot to ask his name but well it doesn't matter. oh yes and i forgot to take a picture with these 2 guys, great. wonderful. argh!! i think i snorkeled 3 rounds although i can't really see where i'm going. i almost puked because the waves were so strong. the sea was beautiful by the way, very pretty and clean. and the corals were wow until i saw a water snake and i choked again. i seriously cannot stay calm with it comes to snakes. right now, only the image of the snake is clear in my head i can't really remember how the other looked like. =.=;;

no pictures of me in bikini for the sake of your eyes. sadlt, no pictures of the corals too because we didn't buy the waterproof camera. argh!!!

here she is back from her skin diving.

great job.

at the hotel pool.

this pizza is good and that's orange juice.

i seriously have no idea why everyone is asking us where we come from. do we look like malaysians or? or they never seen anyone that young in berjaya cause all the young ones went to paya beach? =.=;; ~~i guess must be our skin colour is different so he thought we came from 2 different countries~~ so this bartender asked what we thought about this place and we said "beautiful" and he actually told us "that's all?". hmm i suppose that's a trick question.

poor us all got sunburnt at the back. oh no, i was wearing life vest so i got sun burnt only near the butt where you life vest was not covering. how nice.

camwhore again. dinner dress.

steamboat dinner! they call it the chinese fondue. hello?

day 3
oh this day is shit! all the way shit in the morning.

we figured out it was not time to go home and we wanted to stay one more day. so what we needed to do was to call them to change the coach and ferry timing. i called berjaya singapore at 7.15am i swear. what he told me was he will call me i will call you back before 9.15am. please, the ferry leaves at 10am and the transport to the jetty leaves at 9.30am. he didn't exactly call back at 9.15 though. i called him instead and wasted so much of my phone bill. i should have just done the damn activation of 15bucks and get cheap phone rates instead of pay as you roam. he took such a long time for such a small thing like to confirm the coach and ferry. geez, when we were checking out, he called again and said we were able to postpone. now i got the others to find a transport for me and he said that. so cancel the transport and stay on for a day since we already missed the ferry.

we asked berjaya 3 times. everytime they give us a different pricing for extension of room. 260, 298 and 384rm. this cannot, that cannot. we would have been given the more expensive rate if we book by ourselves. so we called agency and do this all over again. why can't they settle by themselves? we are guests you know?
this 30 minute drama almost destroyed my whole day.

glad everything was ok after that. he ensured us "the bus will not leave without you". which is great.

suntanning after that which is why i am itching now. i actually love my skin colour. woot!!

enough said.

we made the guy(whatever you call him) go all the way back just for another set of cutlery but gave him 4.50 tip only. oops.
me: keep the change
him: ooh.. keep the change. (cheeky face)
i'm pretty sure he knows i will tell him to keep it.

also, we played pool at the arcade late at night at around 10pm before it closes. ahh, that was nice because i had a teacher! he was the guy whom we asked tonnes of questions about the snorkeling trip. he was so funny and soft.
first he said "don't hit this ball cause she can hit it later if i miss" then he smiled at bff.
then i was laughing so hard and he told bff to "shut up lah" so softly and stop distracting me.
he walked us home after that, and recommended us to go fishing at the jetty?

day 4

strong waves, huge current, high tides and swaying boat.
damn it, once again i thought i couldn't come back! it was raining, and the current was strong. the boat was really swaying from left to right. i was sitting on the left and it swayed so hard that i can see the sea on the right. in simple words, it swayed 45degrees. i almost puked. i won't be surprised if it collapsed. we promise not to go there by land/sea ever.

what the toot is this?

this is the lunch place for our return trip. we are happy going home.

i have funnier photos but too ugly to be shown so too bad. ^^;; and as you can tell, the photos get lesser as the days go by.

i didn't realise this entry is so damn long.

anyway, i so don't want to come back from tioman though but well, i have to right. T.T;;
i am so going to miss berjaya tioman until i step into that land again.
i really really love the place because i guess it suits ~~old~~mature people like me who are not sporty and just want to slack. nice people because a few of the tourists said hello to me i don't know why. the place must be too relaxing that's why the people so friendly and nice and helpful. i think we will have friends there soon. XD

our room was in a mess by the way, the house keeping must have totally hated us when we extended one more day. besides that, we get free instructors for diving/snorkeling. i got a free teacher while playing pool, got extra soup while eating i get hellos whenever we go. i can totally imagine myself causing trouble to them at this point of time if i am in berjaya.

troubles caused:-
01. screaming incident during snorkeling. my ex-bf must have thought i am crazy.
02. i broke the goggles cause i bit too hard.
03. the extension of trip. i am sure berjaya is sick of us. we kept asking them weird questions about the room charges and call berjaya singapore/our tour agency.
04. our messy room. like i say i'm sure they hate us.
05. i actually spent the entire journey thinking of how to tip them. in the end i tip no one except for the guy who went back to get another set of cutlery for us, and it's only 4.50rm.

it's ok, i will be back! the next time by berjaya air that is.

2008-07-12T00:47:00.003+08:00

that's it, no more happy 5pm on weekdays cause the ellen show is gone! wtf i'm angry.
here comes my boring holidays.
well, i will just stick to any dvd i have at home.

i took up a new student last week, 4 times a week. she is my father's friend's daughter and she is weak in english. oh god i can't understand the books now! why in the world is she learning how to spell "hippopotamus" when she is only primary 1? she is not even leaning it for spelling, it was a picture given and she has to spell the word. i remember we only learn that in p3? p4? some of my p6 can't spell that though. =.=;; oh and they do editing? WTH! is the teacher crazy?

and we were looking at this science for kindergarten(i hope i spelled it correctly), they are learning planets? detailed functions of the ear? wtf! oh so i'm going to have a hard time teaching her because her foundation is weak. it doesn't matter one day when she becomes an english teacher, it's all because of me. ^^;;

anyway she has 2 siblings, one 3 years old, the other is only 6months old. aww the baby boy is so so cute but i thought i almost screwed up when i took care of him. love to play with him but super scared when he cries because i don't know what to do! great training there! children. why do they always cry together? i can hear cryings even before i sleep every night.

oh yes i think i won't lose weight. when i eat like 45677148756459974189grams of food and jog only one hour each day. who cares, i love food.

HAPPY HOLIDAYS

2008-07-05T15:09:00.005+08:00

2 words, super busy.

since my holidays started, since the last paper or whatever, i have been so busy. busy with "work", busy with friends, busy jogging and busy otaku-ing.

this is crazy. i have had almost one month of holidays already and yet i have not got my sleep back. i am still tired everyday.

3 times and that's it. i so swear i will never step into GV at plaza sing ever again, never(unless the movie i want to watch is showing at ps and ps only). it sucks. people sucks, sound system sucks and even the audience suck.
i thought THE CATHAY was good until i got this shit while watching "the incredible hulk" that day. the sound was going from loud to soft to loud to soft and so on. wtf?
and that's it, next time i will just settle at cine's cathay.

stansfield is moving to SIC for a year. damned.
whatever, they can move to malaysia for all i care if pass all my modules.
please let me pass all my modules.

i watched slam dunk again for the nth time, still planning to rewatch naruto and bleach. ahh life. they should really release one chapter everyday to stop fans like me from waiting.

will update some photos from simon's bday soon.

2 more months to go and i am happy about it.